WHATEVER I WANT..GOD! *Napoleon Dynamite*
GOD DAMMIT! >_< GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
What The Fuck!! How come when something good happens to me, something bad follows up.
I figured out i could pass highschool, even go to college. I was in a good mood. I come home, And i lose my best friend. Whom i love more than life itself! How fucked up is that? god..I feel so stupid. It was my fault for bringing it all up. And maybe i wasn't there enough for her. And maybe she doesn't love me and doesn't consider me a friend or even a acquintance. So would that mean she was lying? and if she reads this, will she see the connection between me and a problem she is currently having? I don't know. I tried, I really did, I even told her i would be there for her, but that didn't work. Some1 once told me that what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger..Maybe some1 should tell her that. Heres a song i wrote a LONG ass time ago. I guess its related, not much, but a portion is.
BLACK RAINBOW
By: Amber Marie Diamond
Hello brightest black rainbow.
Show your many shades of gray.
Break those rusty chains.
Kiss your lover and pray.
I'm your secret admirer.
I'm the one that won't give in.
Keep my rainbow in a bottle.
Give that bottle a spin and say.
(CHORUS)
Yeah I know our love will strengthen.
And I know our heart will mend and
I know you've been mistreated.
Broken down in a hole.
But for now i must wait.
To be visible again.
Then my rainbow will see me.
Pull me in and say sweetly
(CHORUS)
Yeah I know our love will strengthen.
And I know our heart will mend and
I know you've been mistreated.
But this rainbow is here till the end.
Now we're happy together.
My rainbows always at my side.
That rainbow is my future.
I've never felt so alive yea.
(CHORUS)
Yeah I know our love has strengthen.
And I know our heart are mended
Now I'll never be mistreated.
Happy Ever After End.
BRIDGE: G Em A (Not in that order)
CHORUS: G Em C
What The Fuck!! How come when something good happens to me, something bad follows up.
I figured out i could pass highschool, even go to college. I was in a good mood. I come home, And i lose my best friend. Whom i love more than life itself! How fucked up is that? god..I feel so stupid. It was my fault for bringing it all up. And maybe i wasn't there enough for her. And maybe she doesn't love me and doesn't consider me a friend or even a acquintance. So would that mean she was lying? and if she reads this, will she see the connection between me and a problem she is currently having? I don't know. I tried, I really did, I even told her i would be there for her, but that didn't work. Some1 once told me that what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger..Maybe some1 should tell her that. Heres a song i wrote a LONG ass time ago. I guess its related, not much, but a portion is.
BLACK RAINBOW
By: Amber Marie Diamond
Hello brightest black rainbow.
Show your many shades of gray.
Break those rusty chains.
Kiss your lover and pray.
I'm your secret admirer.
I'm the one that won't give in.
Keep my rainbow in a bottle.
Give that bottle a spin and say.
(CHORUS)
Yeah I know our love will strengthen.
And I know our heart will mend and
I know you've been mistreated.
Broken down in a hole.
But for now i must wait.
To be visible again.
Then my rainbow will see me.
Pull me in and say sweetly
(CHORUS)
Yeah I know our love will strengthen.
And I know our heart will mend and
I know you've been mistreated.
But this rainbow is here till the end.
Now we're happy together.
My rainbows always at my side.
That rainbow is my future.
I've never felt so alive yea.
(CHORUS)
Yeah I know our love has strengthen.
And I know our heart are mended
Now I'll never be mistreated.
Happy Ever After End.
BRIDGE: G Em A (Not in that order)
CHORUS: G Em C