ohhh shittttttttt <33
amusing day. got to school to find my lil friend was in town. fuckerrr. so the fact that i was freezing now & didin't take my meds this morning led me to be colder. so the cute shirt i wore under my hoodie today was not seen. waste of looking cute today. pfff. plus i had no tampons, asprin or anything on me. i wanted to die. i love ally though. she is my god for the week. she had her friend too so she had tampons, aleve AND a freaking menstraul cramp heating pad in her car. ilovehersomuch. so yeah, went though the day wanting to die cause my stomach hurt so much. ally left like after 6th though with sean cause she was like crying it hurt so bad. poor gurl =( i felt like that too but yeah, i sucked it out. durring lunch i wanted to like die it hurt so bad. i was like curled up sittin in my chair & jennwas like 'aww you really ok? do you want me to take you home?". uck, adam was EXTRA good to me today. ally warned him lol. yeah so now sitting here in like a fetal position on my chair. goddd it hurttts *crys* it feels like someone's just ripping it out of me slowly & painfully. i just took my medicine so it should be kicking in, in awhile; hopefully. plus i feel massivly bloated. like it feels like i'm about 170lbs right now. god i don't wanna eat, but i'm like craving chocolate right now so bad. double chocolate chip with fuge brownie. mmmmmmmmmm god that sounds so good. i'm so coldddd too...grrrrrrrrrr. damn menstration. damn it all to heck. i wanna puke.bleh
work. slow. horribly boring. adam & johnny came in after practice & got some food. came though my line. that made me smile. my boss bryan fromm was like "so was that your boyfriend? he's....cute" bryan's a massive faggot.
KATIES MOVING OUT?!?!?! WHAAAA!!! I HATE how she gets on & is like het i gotta tell you somthing, i'm moving out. so calmly then is like brb & leaves me hanging here ondering when, where, why & 50 other questions. AH.
britt & shane broke up. i feel so bad. in chem he was being such an asshole about it too. i didn't say much but yeah. he tried to blame her but whatever.
chad & me got to talk today cause he skipped & came to lunch with us. ah the good old times lol. i guess him & kyle talked last night on AIM about thier common-ness. he had no clue that there was someone else out there like this going though the same shit. it made him feel alot better. he was like 'damn thanks girl, without you i don't know what i'd do'. *colletive awww* AWWWWWW. yeah it made me feel good about myself =)
cmerkel240 (9:55:53 PM): wha what whos a ho? oh werd yous a banging ho 8-) thanks merkel. luv ya, ya hooch <3
so. like about 50 people are now darker than me & have gone to like tanning beds & that spray tan over the weekend. hell even drew went to tanning bed. lol wtf the boy is darker than me! not fair. he said he was starting to need some of his guido side showing. lol yeahhhh. my teacher said somthing about tanning today. it was kinda like "don't tan it's bad for you. i see so many people with it now days". it's a big thing. I know you can get cance. i'm not an idiot thank you. ok, i know all the risks of it, but so does my family do you think i'd be going without thier permission?! hello, not only do they allow me to, they all do it too! my grandma, mom, sisters, they ALL TAN. i even had a doctors permission to start tanning cause of my iron defffency, it makes me really pale & he said tanning would be fine in moderation to keep color in my skin. i started to look so white people thought i was like deathly sick. it's so annoying how some people are like "it'll kill you." no, it'll only kill you if you get cancer. & it's not a 100% that you will get cancer, it just highers your risk. that was my big debet today in health class. kinda fun cause yeah, i made my points across. & jenna was on my side lol. adam, & sweezy just sat there. thanks assholes lol
adam was mr. bigshot. alot of teacher & secruit gaurds & peole were congradualting him on the friday game today telling him what a good job he did & that they were proud. yaw. just let his head get a lil bigger ok? i got to drive home again =) i'm stealing his truck weather he knows it or not. got the rest of his valentine's day stuff tonight. got this cute like lil box type thingy & put some candy/chocolates in it with this lil wind up valentine's day frog that makes like a kissing nosie *lolol* & this lil like card that says
I want this to put a smile on your face. I want it to remind you that, You have been on my mind. I want it to tell you that I think your wonderful. I want it to help you remember -- everytime you see it in the days yet to be-- that this was given to you; Just because you're very special to me
kinda cheesy but eh it's cute. oh my gosh though I love the card I found for him. it's like a bunch of hearts that fill up the front of the card, but one small one is missing *cause there in like rows* & on the insdie it says "You stole my heart. But I'm glad it was you. I love you. Happy Valentine's Day". it's soooo cutee <33
tommrwo night. girls senior game? probably =) gotta go show support for the girlys. eather that or the olympia girls game lol. think i gotta stay after with pollizi to do a re-write of my midterm. woo. geoff is stayin too so it should be fun at least. he's givin me a ride cause we gotta go back after thier teacher meetings which end at like 3.
in a note. i noticed other have noticed i write long entries. & I know I do. It's a nice way for me to get things out since I rarely talk about them. & it's kinda a keep sake that I can go back on & be like "whoa that's what happend," or "what was i thinking?"
*phew* ok katie's back. now she's gone again. what the helll. i'll DEFINITLY talk to her tommrwo. must. need to. but this girl here needs to get some sleep. actually needa go find some aleve, find a heatin pad, go call adam back, lay down & finish watching the Oklahoma State/Kansas state game. nightss & ps - i love getting comments. they make me feel a lil more loved durring my day ~mwaaa <33
work. slow. horribly boring. adam & johnny came in after practice & got some food. came though my line. that made me smile. my boss bryan fromm was like "so was that your boyfriend? he's....cute" bryan's a massive faggot.
KATIES MOVING OUT?!?!?! WHAAAA!!! I HATE how she gets on & is like het i gotta tell you somthing, i'm moving out. so calmly then is like brb & leaves me hanging here ondering when, where, why & 50 other questions. AH.
britt & shane broke up. i feel so bad. in chem he was being such an asshole about it too. i didn't say much but yeah. he tried to blame her but whatever.
chad & me got to talk today cause he skipped & came to lunch with us. ah the good old times lol. i guess him & kyle talked last night on AIM about thier common-ness. he had no clue that there was someone else out there like this going though the same shit. it made him feel alot better. he was like 'damn thanks girl, without you i don't know what i'd do'. *colletive awww* AWWWWWW. yeah it made me feel good about myself =)
cmerkel240 (9:55:53 PM): wha what whos a ho? oh werd yous a banging ho 8-) thanks merkel. luv ya, ya hooch <3
so. like about 50 people are now darker than me & have gone to like tanning beds & that spray tan over the weekend. hell even drew went to tanning bed. lol wtf the boy is darker than me! not fair. he said he was starting to need some of his guido side showing. lol yeahhhh. my teacher said somthing about tanning today. it was kinda like "don't tan it's bad for you. i see so many people with it now days". it's a big thing. I know you can get cance. i'm not an idiot thank you. ok, i know all the risks of it, but so does my family do you think i'd be going without thier permission?! hello, not only do they allow me to, they all do it too! my grandma, mom, sisters, they ALL TAN. i even had a doctors permission to start tanning cause of my iron defffency, it makes me really pale & he said tanning would be fine in moderation to keep color in my skin. i started to look so white people thought i was like deathly sick. it's so annoying how some people are like "it'll kill you." no, it'll only kill you if you get cancer. & it's not a 100% that you will get cancer, it just highers your risk. that was my big debet today in health class. kinda fun cause yeah, i made my points across. & jenna was on my side lol. adam, & sweezy just sat there. thanks assholes lol
adam was mr. bigshot. alot of teacher & secruit gaurds & peole were congradualting him on the friday game today telling him what a good job he did & that they were proud. yaw. just let his head get a lil bigger ok? i got to drive home again =) i'm stealing his truck weather he knows it or not. got the rest of his valentine's day stuff tonight. got this cute like lil box type thingy & put some candy/chocolates in it with this lil wind up valentine's day frog that makes like a kissing nosie *lolol* & this lil like card that says
I want this to put a smile on your face. I want it to remind you that, You have been on my mind. I want it to tell you that I think your wonderful. I want it to help you remember -- everytime you see it in the days yet to be-- that this was given to you; Just because you're very special to me
kinda cheesy but eh it's cute. oh my gosh though I love the card I found for him. it's like a bunch of hearts that fill up the front of the card, but one small one is missing *cause there in like rows* & on the insdie it says "You stole my heart. But I'm glad it was you. I love you. Happy Valentine's Day". it's soooo cutee <33
tommrwo night. girls senior game? probably =) gotta go show support for the girlys. eather that or the olympia girls game lol. think i gotta stay after with pollizi to do a re-write of my midterm. woo. geoff is stayin too so it should be fun at least. he's givin me a ride cause we gotta go back after thier teacher meetings which end at like 3.
in a note. i noticed other have noticed i write long entries. & I know I do. It's a nice way for me to get things out since I rarely talk about them. & it's kinda a keep sake that I can go back on & be like "whoa that's what happend," or "what was i thinking?"
*phew* ok katie's back. now she's gone again. what the helll. i'll DEFINITLY talk to her tommrwo. must. need to. but this girl here needs to get some sleep. actually needa go find some aleve, find a heatin pad, go call adam back, lay down & finish watching the Oklahoma State/Kansas state game. nightss & ps - i love getting comments. they make me feel a lil more loved durring my day ~mwaaa <33