Damn you priceless.. <3
But wouldn't it be beautiful?? Here we go, we're at the beginning - We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning! Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you..Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you..It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it; so tell me..Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you.. <3
ah yeah were defintly back to school.
.. dougy picked me up. found out the info i needed to. him & sam aren't together; but they are .akatherejustfucking. well lol he's too good of a guy, i have this feeling it will lead to more. i cna't picture him just into somthing for the sex only.
..well didn't bother with the makeup or hair this morning cause i figured, eh swimming 2nd period why bother? so me, aliva, kaelyn & kelly get there & guess what. were not freaking swimming today. what the fuck. so kaelyn hadda go shower cause she felt like 'ew' this morning & me & kelly just hadda take our bathing suit tops off cause they were getting annoying. curt was SO pissed. i was to, i mean for a change i remembered somthing & we didn't even swim. ew. so then hadda try & fix my hair to do somthing & makeup. uhg. wednesday now. i'm ready! ornot.
..adam's not in my lunch every other day anymore. his scedual got changed *tear*. so did steves, chads, & daves. so lunch waas kinda borning. jenna was in it thoday though so it waas kinda fun. i went & sat with zac, sam & people at his table for awhile. the boy is so dumb, he might not use his crutches anymore cause he hates them. it's like there gunna help you though lol.
..ahh to my FAVORiTE part of the day. US fucking Histroy. well let's see. normally i barely even talk in any classes. but uh yeah. today i was in a different mood & totally bugged out on my teacher. like yeah. haha. too bad though it was all the truth & I did it to make a point to him. i mean, all of my class but like 2 damn people passed the midterm. oh i bombed it. which i was mad about & then pollizi has to go & make it worse. my grade is now a D. WHAT THE HELL. so he went off on how we should have studied more & i kinda bugged out on him...I was like "what the hell do you expect us to study?! we have 2 pages of notes that explain nothing & we have 3 handouts!" yeah i was kinda shocked that came out..so he then went on to say how we could have used books, stayed after for help..I again kinda just carried this out with "You never assigned us books! & the day I did stay after you didn't talk about anything helpful!" he then like yelled at me saying how it's all of our faults that we try to blame him for being a bad teacher & not teaching us, but in reality it's our faults & how we must be dumb & have some leanring in-ability. haha funny buddy, I was like "So what now your fucking calling us stupid? stupid cause NONE of us have learned a damn thing here all year, & now all of our grades are affected by it because you can't teach!". he was like "well look around you how do you expect me to teach with people who don't want to learn". & pat kinda jumped it & was like "Do you think we actually WANT to fail? no! your just making this more fucking difficult by arguing with the fact that she's right. your the worst fucking teacher ever". thank you pat. so then he decided to be an even bigger asshole towards me & kept arguing how it's still our fault for failing & finally I was like ah fuck it & said "You know you say it's our fault but yet you continue to sit here when you've just wasted 40 mins doing nothing but bich about it when you could be actually to atempt to teach somthing to us". thoughout this he embarrssed like ami by telling her grade outlous & sam's. poor sam was so pissed cause she only got an 11 on the multipul choice. finally I was like fuck it & walked out. went up to vargas's office SO pissed & explained to him the whole thing. he said since I was a good student & he didn't want this affecting my grades he'd have me switched teachers by tommwro. yeah so that might fuck up my whole schedual but yeah, right now I don't even care.
..started my health class. adam's in it =) so fun! hehe i actually got people in it i like though too. like dave, ally, karyen & chris. there's the typical stupid younger kids in the class. i hope he doesn't switch this class on me i'd be kinda sad cause it's like one of times I see adam durring the day. haha my teacher was like "ask me any & all questions" & dave starts off "Is it true if you eat too much sugar you can't get a hard as good?" hahaa which started the viagra talk & adam was like "Imagine walking around school with a wood for 5 hours.." lol. my teacher said somthing like "You need to hit a ball" or somthing like that & Dave goes "A bong? what.?" haha
..woo gotta 90% on my english midterm. go me. i defintily rock. haha
..after school went with jamie to grab some food at bill grays cause i hadda wait fer adam to get out of practice. haha i cannot wait to go to italy with this girl! it's going to be an incredible time! we defintly froze our asses off walking to & from there & alllmost got hit by brenden! loser lol. *secret* i wanna hook jamie up with i'm thinking brenden..it'd be so cute! haha got back to school & waitined fer awhile til they were done. jam gotta ride from breden *OOOOO-p! hahaa* & i grabbed my sweaty smelly stinky boyfriend =-P haha he lemme drive his car!! haha i was happy cause that thing is his life; hell every guy is in love with thier car. it's a nicee car too lol *a '03 navy blue chevrolet trailblazer* so i was a BIT nervous of driving it lol. woo didn't kill got back to his house & hung over fer a bit. PDA WARNiNG you know what the best relief for a stressful day is? kissing. lol i mean it though, just sitting there kissing him made all the stress I had go away. it was pretty cool...ok so maybe not cool...it was more like hot.. ;-) haha it's so weird like how were not really "sexual" or anything like that, but the littlest kiss is so hot PDA WARNiNG ENDED he had the NHS induction thingy tonight fer new members. sounds like fun eh? yeah.
..this week looks pretty boring actually. tommrwo night after school going shopping with nikki & britt. friday night we've named our girls night so we wanna get some cute cloths & probably some makeup. wanna look cute fer the game of course & then after happenings.
..finally had laura help me pick out adam's valentine's day gift. aparently he told jeff what he got me so jeff told larua & she gave me a price range to work with. $35/$40. yeah. now it's got me wondering what he got me =) well I'm gunna get me this shirt in the red --> http://www.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=108659&CategoryID=2519&LinkType=SiteAd&AdID=6887 & like a card & some chocolate. that'll make things easy since I know he's a freakin for like Tommy cloths, well thier tee shirts & hoodies anyways. laura got jeff a Tommy watch & a pair of valentine's scooby doo boxers that say "I ruff you" or somthing like that haha. I still wanna know what he got me!!! lol ok so only..12 days til valentines day. cool. haha =)
..tonight should be pretty boring. crappy homework & 2 english projects to do. bleh. not fun at all. tv defintily. sleep early? hopefully. ehh better go start it..or go take a nap..ah a nap it is haha ~mwaaaaa
ADDiTiON me! haha in my glasses which normally no one really ever sees me in & two new pics I took..they actually look ok! yay! haha *wearin adam's sweatshirt..yes I steal his cloths haha I swear I'll give it back..when summer comes & it's not so cold! Emily doens't belive me though haha <33
what's that rap/r&b song that goes in the chours it's a guy singing "It feels so right, I just wanna spend my life with you, more than one night with you..so right" & it's rapping though the rest. t kinda sounds like fabolous? i don't know but i love it & i can never find it!! lol help pleaeee
ah yeah were defintly back to school.
.. dougy picked me up. found out the info i needed to. him & sam aren't together; but they are .akatherejustfucking. well lol he's too good of a guy, i have this feeling it will lead to more. i cna't picture him just into somthing for the sex only.
..well didn't bother with the makeup or hair this morning cause i figured, eh swimming 2nd period why bother? so me, aliva, kaelyn & kelly get there & guess what. were not freaking swimming today. what the fuck. so kaelyn hadda go shower cause she felt like 'ew' this morning & me & kelly just hadda take our bathing suit tops off cause they were getting annoying. curt was SO pissed. i was to, i mean for a change i remembered somthing & we didn't even swim. ew. so then hadda try & fix my hair to do somthing & makeup. uhg. wednesday now. i'm ready! ornot.
..adam's not in my lunch every other day anymore. his scedual got changed *tear*. so did steves, chads, & daves. so lunch waas kinda borning. jenna was in it thoday though so it waas kinda fun. i went & sat with zac, sam & people at his table for awhile. the boy is so dumb, he might not use his crutches anymore cause he hates them. it's like there gunna help you though lol.
..ahh to my FAVORiTE part of the day. US fucking Histroy. well let's see. normally i barely even talk in any classes. but uh yeah. today i was in a different mood & totally bugged out on my teacher. like yeah. haha. too bad though it was all the truth & I did it to make a point to him. i mean, all of my class but like 2 damn people passed the midterm. oh i bombed it. which i was mad about & then pollizi has to go & make it worse. my grade is now a D. WHAT THE HELL. so he went off on how we should have studied more & i kinda bugged out on him...I was like "what the hell do you expect us to study?! we have 2 pages of notes that explain nothing & we have 3 handouts!" yeah i was kinda shocked that came out..so he then went on to say how we could have used books, stayed after for help..I again kinda just carried this out with "You never assigned us books! & the day I did stay after you didn't talk about anything helpful!" he then like yelled at me saying how it's all of our faults that we try to blame him for being a bad teacher & not teaching us, but in reality it's our faults & how we must be dumb & have some leanring in-ability. haha funny buddy, I was like "So what now your fucking calling us stupid? stupid cause NONE of us have learned a damn thing here all year, & now all of our grades are affected by it because you can't teach!". he was like "well look around you how do you expect me to teach with people who don't want to learn". & pat kinda jumped it & was like "Do you think we actually WANT to fail? no! your just making this more fucking difficult by arguing with the fact that she's right. your the worst fucking teacher ever". thank you pat. so then he decided to be an even bigger asshole towards me & kept arguing how it's still our fault for failing & finally I was like ah fuck it & said "You know you say it's our fault but yet you continue to sit here when you've just wasted 40 mins doing nothing but bich about it when you could be actually to atempt to teach somthing to us". thoughout this he embarrssed like ami by telling her grade outlous & sam's. poor sam was so pissed cause she only got an 11 on the multipul choice. finally I was like fuck it & walked out. went up to vargas's office SO pissed & explained to him the whole thing. he said since I was a good student & he didn't want this affecting my grades he'd have me switched teachers by tommwro. yeah so that might fuck up my whole schedual but yeah, right now I don't even care.
..started my health class. adam's in it =) so fun! hehe i actually got people in it i like though too. like dave, ally, karyen & chris. there's the typical stupid younger kids in the class. i hope he doesn't switch this class on me i'd be kinda sad cause it's like one of times I see adam durring the day. haha my teacher was like "ask me any & all questions" & dave starts off "Is it true if you eat too much sugar you can't get a hard as good?" hahaa which started the viagra talk & adam was like "Imagine walking around school with a wood for 5 hours.." lol. my teacher said somthing like "You need to hit a ball" or somthing like that & Dave goes "A bong? what.?" haha
..woo gotta 90% on my english midterm. go me. i defintily rock. haha
..after school went with jamie to grab some food at bill grays cause i hadda wait fer adam to get out of practice. haha i cannot wait to go to italy with this girl! it's going to be an incredible time! we defintly froze our asses off walking to & from there & alllmost got hit by brenden! loser lol. *secret* i wanna hook jamie up with i'm thinking brenden..it'd be so cute! haha got back to school & waitined fer awhile til they were done. jam gotta ride from breden *OOOOO-p! hahaa* & i grabbed my sweaty smelly stinky boyfriend =-P haha he lemme drive his car!! haha i was happy cause that thing is his life; hell every guy is in love with thier car. it's a nicee car too lol *a '03 navy blue chevrolet trailblazer* so i was a BIT nervous of driving it lol. woo didn't kill got back to his house & hung over fer a bit. PDA WARNiNG you know what the best relief for a stressful day is? kissing. lol i mean it though, just sitting there kissing him made all the stress I had go away. it was pretty cool...ok so maybe not cool...it was more like hot.. ;-) haha it's so weird like how were not really "sexual" or anything like that, but the littlest kiss is so hot PDA WARNiNG ENDED he had the NHS induction thingy tonight fer new members. sounds like fun eh? yeah.
..this week looks pretty boring actually. tommrwo night after school going shopping with nikki & britt. friday night we've named our girls night so we wanna get some cute cloths & probably some makeup. wanna look cute fer the game of course & then after happenings.
..finally had laura help me pick out adam's valentine's day gift. aparently he told jeff what he got me so jeff told larua & she gave me a price range to work with. $35/$40. yeah. now it's got me wondering what he got me =) well I'm gunna get me this shirt in the red --> http://www.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=108659&CategoryID=2519&LinkType=SiteAd&AdID=6887 & like a card & some chocolate. that'll make things easy since I know he's a freakin for like Tommy cloths, well thier tee shirts & hoodies anyways. laura got jeff a Tommy watch & a pair of valentine's scooby doo boxers that say "I ruff you" or somthing like that haha. I still wanna know what he got me!!! lol ok so only..12 days til valentines day. cool. haha =)
..tonight should be pretty boring. crappy homework & 2 english projects to do. bleh. not fun at all. tv defintily. sleep early? hopefully. ehh better go start it..or go take a nap..ah a nap it is haha ~mwaaaaa
ADDiTiON me! haha in my glasses which normally no one really ever sees me in & two new pics I took..they actually look ok! yay! haha *wearin adam's sweatshirt..yes I steal his cloths haha I swear I'll give it back..when summer comes & it's not so cold! Emily doens't belive me though haha <33
what's that rap/r&b song that goes in the chours it's a guy singing "It feels so right, I just wanna spend my life with you, more than one night with you..so right" & it's rapping though the rest. t kinda sounds like fabolous? i don't know but i love it & i can never find it!! lol help pleaeee