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well its 1:12 AM and there is absolutely nothing to do. I can't take any of this shit anymore. Cancer is getting the best of me. the chemo and all their side effects have me worn-out. Also besides that i have to catch up in school. Life is such crap. Worst of all my parents and all my relatives all act overprotectively about me. Let me live my own fucking life and stay out of it. Like to today, I was tying dipsey's (fishing weights) up so i could go fishing this weekend. My dad helped me tie some of them and thn asked if "we are going to go fishing." I told him I was going with my friends probably. He seemed pretty sad after that. the worst part is: I DONT FEEL BAD ABOUT SAYING THAT. My mom and dad keep trying to be my friends and have me under constant watch. I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE. they walk into my room, the tv room, anywhere where I am and ask me if i need anything. Worse then that, sometimes they will just come in and watch me typing, playing games, watching tv, ect. and jsut act like they aren't there, even though they are basically leaning over my shoulder. I am going to flip out if they keep doing it. I'm at my breaking point