I am proud to be who I AM
i really can identify with this song..
i dun normally listen to eng songs.. so i guess dance is where i realise eng songs can be nice too! and the choreo for this song really rocks.=D its all about character. which is all abt dance. which in turn, is all abt life. i'm finally letting myself show through my dance. not much of cos, but bit by bit.. i've been holding back all these while. only recently did i enjoy the joy of just ... being. of really treating dance as self-expression and not as a series of steps to perfect. which, unfortunately, was what i did.. 用心舞出每一个希望。
love me or leave me. just take it or leave it. it's not that i'm needy. i just need you to see me.. how apt.
today i celebrate who i am. including all my imperfections. its the imperfections that are endearing and that make everyone beautiful anyway.
blinding is really nice too! like the tribal feel and the matching actions. lyrical jazz is so cute! haha.
pack pack pack. feels like i've only barely unpacked my luggage from china and i'm cramming in stuff for phuket.
had la fete des francophones! c vraiment trop genial de pouvoir voir et parler en francais de nouveau, meme si tout le monde trouve que leur memoire est un peu.... terrible. on sait plus des choses francais quand on etait les eleves de MOELC! c vrai. are you smarter than a 5th grader? apparently not. haha . but that makes it all the more amusing! ben mais parce que je vais a paris, il me faut absolumment de REVIVRE mon francais! on a passe une tres bonne soiree en buvant le vin et en mangeant trop des choses. saison 3 de etes vous plus fort qu'un eleve de moelc, je t'attends deja!!=D c dommage que shimin et zann ne puissent pas venir. shimin j'espere que ton dos est bcp mieux maintenant!
oh and i just randomly sent my resume for this french traducteur job. heh. if i get it then good! if not i will fully relax and enjoy my last two months here.
rargh. 就要飞往泰国了。 my youreca report is 7 pages and nowhere going to hit 6. =( so i was pleasantly surprised to see that my prof likes it=D just gotta FURTHER summarise (luckily i've been doing that for all my projects all these while man. good practice). and my dad.. lets just say i realise how time has not been gentle on him. 看到他的背影我总会有阵心酸。and my mum! she has lost her voice. i'm currently serving as her interpretor EVEN for my dad, whom i sadly must say is rather dense when it comes to understanding people, less of all women. he's just clueless! =( my mum has taken to clapping loudly to get our attention cos she cant even whisper. her voice is THAT hoarse=( but i guess its precisely all these that is 'forcing' me to learn how to deal with many things on my own. 未必是坏事。独立点吧。他们也该是时候放手了。。。
sounds like a load of angst? but i'm whining happily, haha! 只是在做不完美但很真实的自己。不需伪装。 i'm sorry i can't be perfect. but actually, i don't even have to be sorry. i think i like myself just the way i am. =D 很久没有那么‘空闲’过，我发现我对多余的时间还真有点不知所措。爱没事找事做的我，正学会放松。
i dun normally listen to eng songs.. so i guess dance is where i realise eng songs can be nice too! and the choreo for this song really rocks.=D its all about character. which is all abt dance. which in turn, is all abt life. i'm finally letting myself show through my dance. not much of cos, but bit by bit.. i've been holding back all these while. only recently did i enjoy the joy of just ... being. of really treating dance as self-expression and not as a series of steps to perfect. which, unfortunately, was what i did.. 用心舞出每一个希望。
love me or leave me. just take it or leave it. it's not that i'm needy. i just need you to see me.. how apt.
today i celebrate who i am. including all my imperfections. its the imperfections that are endearing and that make everyone beautiful anyway.
blinding is really nice too! like the tribal feel and the matching actions. lyrical jazz is so cute! haha.
pack pack pack. feels like i've only barely unpacked my luggage from china and i'm cramming in stuff for phuket.
had la fete des francophones! c vraiment trop genial de pouvoir voir et parler en francais de nouveau, meme si tout le monde trouve que leur memoire est un peu.... terrible. on sait plus des choses francais quand on etait les eleves de MOELC! c vrai. are you smarter than a 5th grader? apparently not. haha . but that makes it all the more amusing! ben mais parce que je vais a paris, il me faut absolumment de REVIVRE mon francais! on a passe une tres bonne soiree en buvant le vin et en mangeant trop des choses. saison 3 de etes vous plus fort qu'un eleve de moelc, je t'attends deja!!=D c dommage que shimin et zann ne puissent pas venir. shimin j'espere que ton dos est bcp mieux maintenant!
oh and i just randomly sent my resume for this french traducteur job. heh. if i get it then good! if not i will fully relax and enjoy my last two months here.
rargh. 就要飞往泰国了。 my youreca report is 7 pages and nowhere going to hit 6. =( so i was pleasantly surprised to see that my prof likes it=D just gotta FURTHER summarise (luckily i've been doing that for all my projects all these while man. good practice). and my dad.. lets just say i realise how time has not been gentle on him. 看到他的背影我总会有阵心酸。and my mum! she has lost her voice. i'm currently serving as her interpretor EVEN for my dad, whom i sadly must say is rather dense when it comes to understanding people, less of all women. he's just clueless! =( my mum has taken to clapping loudly to get our attention cos she cant even whisper. her voice is THAT hoarse=( but i guess its precisely all these that is 'forcing' me to learn how to deal with many things on my own. 未必是坏事。独立点吧。他们也该是时候放手了。。。
sounds like a load of angst? but i'm whining happily, haha! 只是在做不完美但很真实的自己。不需伪装。 i'm sorry i can't be perfect. but actually, i don't even have to be sorry. i think i like myself just the way i am. =D 很久没有那么‘空闲’过，我发现我对多余的时间还真有点不知所措。爱没事找事做的我，正学会放松。