ripple effect
it happens to everyone. at some point in time. there's this ONE thing that happens, and the effects of it spill over and affect every other subsequent event after that.
i have no idea why, but i lost all of my communication skills today. i choked. i couldnt find the words to express myself. i couldnt convey the message i wanted to. i paused. i kicked myself for not knowing and being unable to answer. my vocabulary failed me.
perhaps it is the lack of sleep. but what can i do. theres work that needs to get done. sleep isnt really an option. however, i have been writing jibberish and falling asleep during class.I have been more moody, easily irritated, and unable to comprehend little things. And normal things, like paying attention when riding my bike... well, lets just say i've been caught off guard more than usual. i feel so unaware of my surroundings. i might be physically here, but my mind is miles away.
i have no idea why, but i lost all of my communication skills today. i choked. i couldnt find the words to express myself. i couldnt convey the message i wanted to. i paused. i kicked myself for not knowing and being unable to answer. my vocabulary failed me.
perhaps it is the lack of sleep. but what can i do. theres work that needs to get done. sleep isnt really an option. however, i have been writing jibberish and falling asleep during class.I have been more moody, easily irritated, and unable to comprehend little things. And normal things, like paying attention when riding my bike... well, lets just say i've been caught off guard more than usual. i feel so unaware of my surroundings. i might be physically here, but my mind is miles away.