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Lying in bed with you just feels so natural. holding your hand, talking, going to parties and we both separate - it just seems ... easy - no worries, no nothing - just comfort. I don't feel jealous, I don't feel worried - we keep saying we'll see what happens but I think it'll end up perfect. I love this girl... It would suck to lose her cus I need to chase my dreams too... I know if she came with me things would be ... emmaculate.
Weekend at Radford was good - not as fun as kevins but still good. I went down there with the mind set to party hard, and have an awesome time and I did - just wish everyone else would keep up - it's like trying to hang on to the night cus things are going so well. Im incredibley tired however... i need to sleep. I finally got some pictures of me and Melissa together.
I should've never left my original group - it feels like home rather than chillin with Mike Bates and Michelle.. I don't even want to hang out with them.. its odd... i could care less what they're doing... and i feel they feel the same way. Im glad to be home - and Im glad melissa will be home mid december.
My CD is coming along nicely.. the only thing on my mind is paying off the court shit so i can join the NAVY.. then - I'm free... sort of. I'll be gone at bootcamp from march/april - may/june... then as i straighten things out... or maybe i should wait?.. i dunno.
Weekend at Radford was good - not as fun as kevins but still good. I went down there with the mind set to party hard, and have an awesome time and I did - just wish everyone else would keep up - it's like trying to hang on to the night cus things are going so well. Im incredibley tired however... i need to sleep. I finally got some pictures of me and Melissa together.
I should've never left my original group - it feels like home rather than chillin with Mike Bates and Michelle.. I don't even want to hang out with them.. its odd... i could care less what they're doing... and i feel they feel the same way. Im glad to be home - and Im glad melissa will be home mid december.
My CD is coming along nicely.. the only thing on my mind is paying off the court shit so i can join the NAVY.. then - I'm free... sort of. I'll be gone at bootcamp from march/april - may/june... then as i straighten things out... or maybe i should wait?.. i dunno.