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Okay.
It was one thing to hear that he asked about me and supposedly missed me. (No not true, Im sure. Im sure he just misses having someone at all. I couldnt be that fucking special.)
Its another that he stopped by Padingtons. I had already gone home. Either some luck or someone watching over me.
Its going to fuck me up if I see him. I know it is. And goddammit just two months ago I finally felt like I got over everything.
totally off topic and unimportant but I really wish I could find mu fucking nail file. Or just buy one.
Surely he understands that coming to see me wouldnt be a good thing for me. I sacraficed and gave up so much for three years. tried so fucking hared to make him happy all the time and never got naything in return. and now a year later, Ive finally really stopped thinking, obsessing over everything and now he pops back up again. "A year later." you just now think about me?
It was one thing to hear that he asked about me and supposedly missed me. (No not true, Im sure. Im sure he just misses having someone at all. I couldnt be that fucking special.)
Its another that he stopped by Padingtons. I had already gone home. Either some luck or someone watching over me.
Its going to fuck me up if I see him. I know it is. And goddammit just two months ago I finally felt like I got over everything.
totally off topic and unimportant but I really wish I could find mu fucking nail file. Or just buy one.
Surely he understands that coming to see me wouldnt be a good thing for me. I sacraficed and gave up so much for three years. tried so fucking hared to make him happy all the time and never got naything in return. and now a year later, Ive finally really stopped thinking, obsessing over everything and now he pops back up again. "A year later." you just now think about me?