Relationship Drama
I've been reading journals on here about how there's low contact and interest, where one person is inciting more than the other, ugh the lack of real care and the dynamics, I thinking ugh, I remember that, those excited out of control lusty feelings if not being able to stop talking constantly, then the other person not wanting to talk or have anything to do with you, no thank u. I don't care if I'm single forever I never want to go back there and experience it again.
I think I've hurt too badly to ever, even as much as I'd like to, open up and get involved again. Even though I'm crushing big time on Amber, I'm looking at it for what it is, nothing but dreaming, of an unavailable lady, on an unavailable woman.
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