Here I am
Well, im at the mcc library right now wondering just how many of the people next to me are reading what i'm writing.
Strange to be back in the real world. Honestly, overwhelmingly refreshing.
Ryan lost my phone and all of my numbers went with it.
My mom just got out of the hospital, she had surgery on her leg and she now uses a walker to get around. The first day she was back home the bed was too high for her and she broke what is left of her leg. So hard to see her like this, so hard to be calm and collected. She is the strongest woman i personally know.
At least we write to eachother since i shy away from verbal communication.
I haven't completely fucked up my life
I can't really explain
except that im eccentric
and have terrible time management
i miss a lot of things from my life
i can only blame myself
i always make myself feel like the victim
and i preach about accountability
I need to make money
although it's something i dispise
money is basically just an I.O.U
I perfer bartering like back in the day
before common currency
Anyway, maybe i just hate it because it's purpose is a contradiction just like my own.
It's purpose is to make life more simlpe while it tends to create complications in the quality of life
I feel like im in puberty all over again. fuck this transition of life.
I love my communications class
I really do want to make things better for myself
does negative overpower positive?
leigha i miss you.
krysta you will always have an unexplainable glow
im trying really hard not to break down everyday
but right now
i'm simply content.
Strange to be back in the real world. Honestly, overwhelmingly refreshing.
Ryan lost my phone and all of my numbers went with it.
My mom just got out of the hospital, she had surgery on her leg and she now uses a walker to get around. The first day she was back home the bed was too high for her and she broke what is left of her leg. So hard to see her like this, so hard to be calm and collected. She is the strongest woman i personally know.
At least we write to eachother since i shy away from verbal communication.
I haven't completely fucked up my life
I can't really explain
except that im eccentric
and have terrible time management
i miss a lot of things from my life
i can only blame myself
i always make myself feel like the victim
and i preach about accountability
I need to make money
although it's something i dispise
money is basically just an I.O.U
I perfer bartering like back in the day
before common currency
Anyway, maybe i just hate it because it's purpose is a contradiction just like my own.
It's purpose is to make life more simlpe while it tends to create complications in the quality of life
I feel like im in puberty all over again. fuck this transition of life.
I love my communications class
I really do want to make things better for myself
does negative overpower positive?
leigha i miss you.
krysta you will always have an unexplainable glow
im trying really hard not to break down everyday
but right now
i'm simply content.