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and so it keeps going and going and going ... and so on and so on and so on .. this means nothing , just writing to write , been up all night been up since a couple of days ago ...hasn't been 2 weeks yet tho.. my thoughts aren't clear my words are weird and i wish i could smear the image in the mirror, looking at me pretending again , not even knowing wat about any more its all just the same, iv made my mistakes and iv had all i can take ... well maybe not yet .. i say bring on more pain, it wont kill me i guess .. try to make me stronger with every word that u say, every sway, and move that u make ..no its not about u but i bet u think this is about u ... dont know who that was for ,like i said , im just writting away dont mind me im not sane im in-sane, but they say that a little in-sane is prove that ur sane.. so can u explain?... well maybe im just lame, wat a shame, and i thought that this time it mite of changed but i guess it stayed the same .. but i think i like it tht way other ways i wouldn't keep coming back to it.
"u'v already tried ur best so just let it rest"
i cant close me eyes,and im talking to fast, just like my past, its caught up again, i'll face it this time ..let it take over my body, let the numbness sink into my body fill me up with its live and power, and let me not know that its dying.