Insecurities of today....
I am frustrated today…last night after getting in from cocktails at the Faultline with a friend; I ended up trying on various outfits for tonight’s festivities. I am going to the George Michael concert with a few of the guys here on LJ and my buddy Cory will be in tow as well. I labor over what to wear whenever I go out…in part this is why it usually takes me over an hour to get ready. Do I conform to the group or masses or do I dress like me?
I tend not to conform and just wear what I want, but at times, I just don’t want to stick out like a sore thumb. And sometimes it would be nice to just fit in and be looked at because someone just might be attracted to me and not look at the way I am dressed and think, “Get her!” People have been rude…will look at my dress attire, or shoes, or sandals, manicure and pedicure, and what happens…*eye-rolls*…mind you this usually only happens with the bear or leather/levi community. And I sigh, because I love me da bears. Why, can’t I just be all furry, have pecs and nice arms, tattoos, a shaved head, be artistic and own a Wii?
So what to wear….?
Option1: Jeans, dress shoes with shiny buckles, and a black dress shirt
Option2: Jeans, a tee with some sort of Bear design, with tennis
Option3: Jeans, a tuxedo shirt and dress boots
Option4: Khaki Polo Cargo pants, a snap-on cowboy shirt or tee and flip-flops
Option5: Riding boots, 501’s, and a white or black tee
I don’t know…I will figure it out. It all depends on my feeling later. All I know is I will be wearing the 2(x)ist underwear…it hugs me in all the right places and is very well constructed. I RECOMMEND IT HIGHLY.