Apr 04, 2005 15:23
This is life after all, and well so is this tradgity.... but what else is new????
i am here having to make up my mind on weather or not i want to go and live with my dad or stay here. or find some other means in to know what it is that im goig to do, but honestly i dont want to go to my dads. that is something that i know of, and that is what im going to stay, but there is no matter to which is in the pain of my heart. i love teddy, and everyone knows that, that is no doubt to anyone, or at least i dont think. but its ok. atleast i know what i want and what i dont. so thats all i have to worry about. so thats ok
my mom and i were talking last night and she wishes that ill stay in school, and wishes that teddy does to, just so we know that if something doesnt work out we would still have out education to fall back on. so thats ok. even tho i know he plans on going in to the military. but my mom hopes that he would wait for me to finish high school. she has no doubts about his love for me, and niether do i. and so she hopes that he would follow throught in our plans before all this happened, and i finish school. but i still have to talk to him. but anyways im hungry so imma go and get somthin to eat. byes