writing in here sometimes reliefs the stress of it all.

[lvlyswtchica]

well its been practically a year since i have written in this. and i seriously forgot what I had even started to write in this in the first place.

a year later and things are very much different..but very much the same.

i graduated from a four year university. with a preliminary teaching credential i might add....i am still with my college sweetheart...after four years of growing up and learning from each others mistakes. im driving a lot now...almost at times too much. im still living at home. i have gotten even more closer with my family over the past year or so. ive managed to stay in closer contact with the people that really matter to me in my life which i think is an incredible thing. im slowly but surely becoming an independent adult..which kinda terrifies me a bit. im not so sure how to approach it as of right now. its stressful thinking about all the challenges and obstacles that await me in the future...and whether or not i will make the right decision for myself. and you would think that growing up would be easy..but i have found that its probably the hardest thing to do. now dont get me wrong..working at a school keeps me alive and thrives the child in me...but the responsibilities that society places on me because im a college graduate can be somewhat demanding.

okay venting too much...but just had to.