"I would have kept you, forever, but we had to sever..."

Feb 19, 2007 19:16

Shit, haven't written since Christmas. Well, here we are in semester number 6. Only two more left and then it's out into the big bad world. Let's not think about that though, shall we? I should really do something useful like my graphics project but I just don't care. I had a nice talk with a guy that like a semester ago I would have never expected to confide in. It made me realize that things are never as bad as they might seem and I'm going to be okay. We talked briefly about my unrequited crush and he basically told me to just stop. Not talk to him, give him the cold shoulder. While I've been thinking this for awhile it truly pushed me forward when he said it to me. I deleted my 'crush' off facebook and myspace and I'm going to force myself to move on. I won't speak unless spoken to or have an RA reason. As for my friend...I know he's gonna be alright. He just needs to get there. But I have faith he will. I have come to the conclusion once again that I just want to save people. I dunno...I would write more but I'm tired so I'm just gonna stare at the computer screen and listen to music hoping I don't fall asleep.
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