I'm Feeling Nervous Trying To Be So Perfect Cause I Know You're Woth It.

[lvisaphaz]

So I wake uptoday already knowing it was gunna be a bad day which is the worst cause then you think "Why even get up?". I talked to Kristen for a while and we have a plan to just leave for like a week to somewhere no one knows about. God, that's be sooo nice! So I layed around all day and did nothing cause i didn't feel like getting ready or even trying to find somethin to do. I cleaned my closet though. :) Had some bonding time with my little sister as I did it too. She has a boyfriend! Haha. And she can carry me on her back for like 2 steps. I found that funny cause she's so little. So then I looked at OLD pictures with my mom. I was a cute little baby. :) Ahh I talked to Russell's ex tonight. It was odd, I didn't like it. Cause she was telling me like all this awful stuff about him and how he's gunna hurt me cause he hurts everyone. But then the Russell I know is the sweetest guy ever and treats me like a princess so yeah, like I said, it was odd and I didn't like it lol. So I guess he called her and she had a loss of words cause she was lying to me about some stuff and he comfronted her about them and even said something she lied to him about. But then he called me and we had a nice, over an hour long chat. :) I like those. What shall I be for Halloween? We couldn't decide on just one thing so any ideas? But yes can you tell I'm in a better mood tonight? Much better. I just needed that talk. :) But now I'm done. Gunna try to sleep. Night!

Am I going to Six Flags? No... Yesssssss! :)