Oct 22, 2006 21:39
its just a silly little crush
my feelings arent as strong as i think they are
im only 15
high school relationships never last past ur senior year
u dont fall in love until ur much much older
his kisses are only okay
i can stop thinking about him whenever i want
he doesnt mean that much to me
his hugs dont make me feel that safe
his scent doesnt drive me that crazy
the way he looks at me doesnt make me feel that beautiful
the fact that he is the only guy that has ever made me nervous isnt that big a deal
taking 10 mins just to call him only means im a dumb immature little girl
hes not the only one i can have amazing conversations with
the fact that cute songs make me think of him and only him mean nothing
laying in my bed, wishing he was there with me only means..what does that mean?
hearing the phone ring n hoping its him means i have no life
hoping that he stays the only guy in my life only means im hopeless
his laugh isnt contagious
his jokes are stupid and dont mke me laugh that hard
this is all a hopeless crush
right?
to bad everything said was the exact opposite of how i really feel