two weeks
its so funny how such a great thing can come out of something so sad, hurtful, and terrible. Let me explain. I'm extremely happy with the people in my life right now, and it took me losing and being harassed and yelled at and beaten down essentially by the one i loved to get to this point. i've found somebody who im happy to be around and who i genuinely have a good time with. An odd choice i must say, came out of left field, and never would've guessed this one. BUT. i have a smile on my face almost all the time now and i think thats pretty much all that matters. im in a good mood lately.
school is overwhelming in the aspect of actual school work, but what is new? i feel healthy, albeit tired 24/7, but that is because i'm enjoying my college experience so much that i just dont want to go to bed early. But when i do go to bed, i cuddle up warmly and contently.
My roommates are my best of friends here as well. Though i feel like i should branch out more and meet new and different people, i feel out of my element and i am perfectly fine with the circle of people i have right now. plus, everyone else is just weird.
i'm coming home to charlotte for the weekend and i'm stressed mostly just about the paper that i will probably have to write while im down there. But i am excited to see my loves. My girls i miss them so much, and nothing else really (besides big blue) is important to me in charlotte. oh and dave. it'll be nice to see dave. other than that i'm pretty peachy keen.
its funny how i could once go on and on about the bitchy things in my life, and sure there still are some real crappy things going on, but for the first time, i have some really splendid things to out weigh and over power those little shits. i love it.
i love grace kelly and avery (and rachael, and jordy)
school is overwhelming in the aspect of actual school work, but what is new? i feel healthy, albeit tired 24/7, but that is because i'm enjoying my college experience so much that i just dont want to go to bed early. But when i do go to bed, i cuddle up warmly and contently.
My roommates are my best of friends here as well. Though i feel like i should branch out more and meet new and different people, i feel out of my element and i am perfectly fine with the circle of people i have right now. plus, everyone else is just weird.
i'm coming home to charlotte for the weekend and i'm stressed mostly just about the paper that i will probably have to write while im down there. But i am excited to see my loves. My girls i miss them so much, and nothing else really (besides big blue) is important to me in charlotte. oh and dave. it'll be nice to see dave. other than that i'm pretty peachy keen.
its funny how i could once go on and on about the bitchy things in my life, and sure there still are some real crappy things going on, but for the first time, i have some really splendid things to out weigh and over power those little shits. i love it.
i love grace kelly and avery (and rachael, and jordy)