Apr 27, 2006 23:15
its thursday night, and what is lauren doin?
well she is doing what any normal twenty something does on a thursday night; drinking a beer and boiling her dishes.
ok so the beer part is normal, but i betcha i soar way above normal with the other part. yes, thats right. i am boiling my dishes. you see, they have not been washed in so damn long, i am scared to touch them with my bare hands. soap and water alone will not get the job done. these dishes are so dirty, i feel the need to boil them in dawn-water. that way, i know i am killing all the mother fucking bacteria fore sure.
there was a coffee mug sitting in my room that i had forgotten about, apparently for months, because it was growing mold inside. it didnt have a chance. i threw it away.
ok enough of that. its making me sick.
my surgery is in 5 days. 5 damn days. im starting to get really anxious slash nervouse slash freaked out..
there is a 99.9 percent chance that one of our managers is getting shipped out.
i got in my car after work tonight, and just cried in the parking lot for like 10 minutes. i dont know why. i dont know where they came from. i wasnt particularly upset about anything. but mim upset about everything at the same time.
ok, i think ive emoed out enough for one night. check ya later