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Well, where do i begin? lol...on sunday i had 2 go 2 a good friend of mah parents wedding shower, seeing her so happy made me think bout how i cant wait till that day comes 4 me (in along tyme from now lol) but i mean the happiness of jus stayin w/1 man,1 man that culd make u so happy and make ur dreams come true! well after thinking bout that we played the stupid shower games! grr there so gay! lol...one of them was where u had 2 get in a group and dress sum1 ^ as the bride w/toilet paper,paper towels,foil,all that kinda stuff...and guess who had 2 do it in my group? ME! it was so funny kus i looked so stupid! haha all the brides had 2 walk around the room w/a bouqet,it was pretty funny and then after that i got home and me and tanya took a nap kus we were tired! then we woke^ and mah mother was goin crazy cooking 4 r 4th of july party and sum1 knocks on the door and it was uran,burak,and fawzi lol i wasnt expecting that and it was weird since i jus woke^! but it was cool they came in talked 2 mah dad lmao and i dunno they only stayed 4 lyke a half hour but in that tyme they inivted themselves 2 r party so0o w/e lol...then i take a shower and change in2 mah pjs and jus talk online and sum1 knocks on mah door @ 11:30 im lyke who the hell culd that b? and ofcorse it was no other then uran and burak! so0o i look lyke crap and im lyke wat the hell r ya doin here? and urans lyke i need 2 talk 2 u privately so he handed me a flower he piked and told me he made burak ride a bike 2 mah hosue w/him 2 tell me that he lykes me and wants 2 get bak and all this stuff and it was all sweet but wat bout sisco? so0o w/e they left and i talked on the fone and went 2 sleep then the day of the party ...mah mom woke me ^ super early 2 help her set^ and everything and then christy came over and i got ready and did last minute errands 4 mah mom w/christy and tanya and while i was doin them burak called me and told me 2 give uran a chance and think bout it throughout the day and i was lyke sure aight lol so0o the party starts and every1 comes and we jus chylled and ate and talked and did fireworks lol but it was fun i guess but i needa decide wat ima do w/this whole uran and sisco thing...sisco is lyke awesum and he treats me prefectly but i do have sum "issues" i needa discuss w/him and uran has treated me lyke a dick in the past but hes workin on that and he did a pretty good job yesterday and cant 4get how hot he is and how hes a good kisser haha well after i talk 2 sisco ill determine wat the outcome will b! and im ending w/this....throughout all the temptations of this experience....I DID NOT CHEAT ON FRANSISCO! YES! LOL XO