A new outlook...
Unfortunately things havent gotten better,but its only been a day so ima give it tyme...i still havent talked 2 mah bf or Venicia,i got in a fight w/the person i love...u kno who u r, and i kno its tymin that messed us ^ but i hope we culd @least b friends 4 now kus i hate fightin w/u, jus talk 2 me and 4give me 4 w/e ur mad about...neways...bsides that im startin not 2 care nemore bout who lykes me and who doesnt kus it jus doesnt matter nemore and its a waste of tyme 2 try and make sure every1 lykes u,i may sound lyke a bytch but its tru i cant b friends w/every1! By ventin i feel lyke things r gettin better,im not 2 excited bout startin skool...but im jus gonna make the best if it and hopefully try 2 put everything in the past,im gonna focus on the things that r important rite now...not who i dont talk 2 or who im fightin w/jus focus on wat i needa get done and rite now the only person i care bout makin ^ w/is ***-im here 4 u babe...well 2day i jus rested and ima go 2 walmart in alil bit kus im in 1 of the many "organized moods of Sarah" lol so0o ima get new binders and stuff 4 skool and the new semester and ima jus get ready 4 skool 2day and then i gotta drive 2 Ft.Lauderdale 2 get mah fone finally! lol well i guess i got a new outlook on the situations in lyfe so0o ima b optimistic bout it all, so now the only thing thats hurtin me is the only 1 i love...please talk 2 me...xo