I feel so alone today cause i miss my baby

[lv2chr]

Its been forever since ive updated but i feel like i need to put whats going on with me somewhere...I dropped Blakey off at central yesterday and it was the sadest thing i have ever had to do! we were there with him till about 7 and it was just like he couldn't get over the fact that me and him wouldn't c eachother as much. When I said cya later it was so sad it was the first time i had ever seen him really cry i don't know what 2 do with myself i am so sad and then he called me yesterday night at like midnight and told me that he didn't think he was ready and that he didn't expect to miss me so much and then we both started crying again and i just don't know how 2 deal i miss him so much but the good thing is hes going to pennsylvania with me over labor day so thats cool but i just needed to vent because i really miss him but i know everything wiil b ok its not goodbye its cya later...
later lovers
britt