What is going on??
Lately lifes been gay...
I feel stupid all the time like nobody cares...
I've been hiding the way I feel for way to long...
I smile and laugh everyday so not to cry...
I have a best friend..She lives 5 hours away and i miss her more than anything...
I use to have best friends close by...
But there gone...
I pretend that this doesn't matter to me...
But it does...
My boyfriend is amazing...
Bummer he'll be gone to college real soon...
I'm losing everything that is important to me...
And I'm missing it all...
My life is falling apart...
and i'm not sure what to do...
I spend way to much time alone...
But i can't handle the group that I once was in...
They make me feel to sad, and not good enough...
Crying has become my new hobby..
Don't feel bad for me...
I just needed to get my feelings out...
Maybe now i'll have the strength to talk about it...
Who knows...
Britt
I feel stupid all the time like nobody cares...
I've been hiding the way I feel for way to long...
I smile and laugh everyday so not to cry...
I have a best friend..She lives 5 hours away and i miss her more than anything...
I use to have best friends close by...
But there gone...
I pretend that this doesn't matter to me...
But it does...
My boyfriend is amazing...
Bummer he'll be gone to college real soon...
I'm losing everything that is important to me...
And I'm missing it all...
My life is falling apart...
and i'm not sure what to do...
I spend way to much time alone...
But i can't handle the group that I once was in...
They make me feel to sad, and not good enough...
Crying has become my new hobby..
Don't feel bad for me...
I just needed to get my feelings out...
Maybe now i'll have the strength to talk about it...
Who knows...
Britt