random...chatter box
going to be at matts the next few days. We are going to have a talk about "us" so wish me luck. I suck at those talks, as many of you know. I think I was suppose to be a boy. haha, not that I am gonna go tranny, I just handle certain things in relationships like a boy. *sigh* The talk should go well since we havent had any major issue, but I know he wants me to commit in a way that I have never before. I am nervous even though I know I shouldnt be. I am just afraid I am going to do that thing I occassionally do where I come off like I dont care about anything- aka, act like a closed off MAN. haha, it'll be okay..ya, course.
In other news, I am starting to go a little stir crazy. I have been babysitting a lot, but I get these spurs of creative energy that I havent been able to use that much- babysitting babies is pretty limited on what u can do. SO, last night I rearranged my room for the millionth time since I have been home. This time I am pretty happy with the result. I have limited space with 2 computers (one not used), a hugungous tredmill, tv, dressor, and a bench in this awkward-slanted walled room. BUT, I decided to put my bed right in from of the built in drawers (yes, I have built in drawers in my room- wicked weird, but I thru most of my sweatshirts in them so I dont hink it will be a problem). I also hid a small bookcase and I few other things in the space btw my bed and the wall. Now I have lots of dancing/yoga room. yay! I really need my internship to start soon though, before I rearrange the rest of the house and drive my family crazy. I could never be a housewife- I would lose my fricken mind. I need to be OUT. The other day I went out with Rich (my only real excuse to browse Boston) and decided I wanna move into the city. Before I wanted to move south, but now I dunno- or at least for now I am not sure. I love the city- I am a city grl. I like to look at all the ppl and walk around for hours and just letting time go by.
On a side note- I am going to miss Rich so much. He's my bff! He's so fun to just go out and be crazy with. he's a genious at coming up with random things to do, too. tear.
In other news, I am starting to go a little stir crazy. I have been babysitting a lot, but I get these spurs of creative energy that I havent been able to use that much- babysitting babies is pretty limited on what u can do. SO, last night I rearranged my room for the millionth time since I have been home. This time I am pretty happy with the result. I have limited space with 2 computers (one not used), a hugungous tredmill, tv, dressor, and a bench in this awkward-slanted walled room. BUT, I decided to put my bed right in from of the built in drawers (yes, I have built in drawers in my room- wicked weird, but I thru most of my sweatshirts in them so I dont hink it will be a problem). I also hid a small bookcase and I few other things in the space btw my bed and the wall. Now I have lots of dancing/yoga room. yay! I really need my internship to start soon though, before I rearrange the rest of the house and drive my family crazy. I could never be a housewife- I would lose my fricken mind. I need to be OUT. The other day I went out with Rich (my only real excuse to browse Boston) and decided I wanna move into the city. Before I wanted to move south, but now I dunno- or at least for now I am not sure. I love the city- I am a city grl. I like to look at all the ppl and walk around for hours and just letting time go by.
On a side note- I am going to miss Rich so much. He's my bff! He's so fun to just go out and be crazy with. he's a genious at coming up with random things to do, too. tear.