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The weather matches my mood lately. I'm more motivated to go to class because of the walk there. Everything is so beautiful and colorful and clear on sunny fall days. Autumn always feels like a fresh start to me. Even though the school year techinically begins in August, it doesnt feel like a new semester until the air gets cooler and the sun looks different. Different in the way it always does in the fall--not so bright but more golden.
I can't believe it's November already.Its crazy.In a few weeks ill be home for thanksgiving and then like two weeks after that it will be winter break!I dont know how im going to feel being home for a solid month like that but im sooooooo excited for christmas time...its one of my favorite times of year.
Do you ever play the "lets think back to where i was a year ago" game? I was playing that today and its amazing the difference where i was then and where i am now. Last year I was always so sad even though I hid it from everyone,i had migraines everyday from my neck tissue damage and had to go for physical therapy 4 times a week,i felt isolated from most of my friends,my grades were mediocore and i felt like a disappointment to my parents.
Flashforward to this year. My health problems are gone,im doing SO well in all my classes,the girls that i live with are absolutely AMAZING,i've fallen in love with someone who is truly wonderful, my friends from home and i have stayed in touch a lot this year and ive realized who my real friends are, and Im finally happy. Happy with myself, happy with the person that i am and the good changes that ive made in my life, happy with the fact that i finally feel more like an adult and less like a lost little kid.
Kind words and a little extra effort on my part has shown me that its so easy to positvely affect someone's mood and day.Im so thrilled "with my life and I wish i could make everyone around me as happy as i am.And maybe I can't quite do that, but im going to make people happy as best as i can.
dana and i have decided that mean girls can be applied to almost any life situation. Well, this is no exception...
"i wish i could make a cake out of rainbows and smiles and we could all eat it and be happy"
hahahahahahha =)
yeah, im crazy but thats okay!!!
Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same." ~F.Reigler
I can't believe it's November already.Its crazy.In a few weeks ill be home for thanksgiving and then like two weeks after that it will be winter break!I dont know how im going to feel being home for a solid month like that but im sooooooo excited for christmas time...its one of my favorite times of year.
Do you ever play the "lets think back to where i was a year ago" game? I was playing that today and its amazing the difference where i was then and where i am now. Last year I was always so sad even though I hid it from everyone,i had migraines everyday from my neck tissue damage and had to go for physical therapy 4 times a week,i felt isolated from most of my friends,my grades were mediocore and i felt like a disappointment to my parents.
Flashforward to this year. My health problems are gone,im doing SO well in all my classes,the girls that i live with are absolutely AMAZING,i've fallen in love with someone who is truly wonderful, my friends from home and i have stayed in touch a lot this year and ive realized who my real friends are, and Im finally happy. Happy with myself, happy with the person that i am and the good changes that ive made in my life, happy with the fact that i finally feel more like an adult and less like a lost little kid.
Kind words and a little extra effort on my part has shown me that its so easy to positvely affect someone's mood and day.Im so thrilled "with my life and I wish i could make everyone around me as happy as i am.And maybe I can't quite do that, but im going to make people happy as best as i can.
dana and i have decided that mean girls can be applied to almost any life situation. Well, this is no exception...
"i wish i could make a cake out of rainbows and smiles and we could all eat it and be happy"
hahahahahahha =)
yeah, im crazy but thats okay!!!
Happiness is an attitude. We either make ourselves miserable, or happy and strong. The amount of work is the same." ~F.Reigler