Oct 15, 2005 10:38
I don't know why Im such an insomniac. I go to bed ridiculously late
and get up early for no apparent reason.Even when I know I can sleep
in.And I can bounce out of bed and be all happy in the morning and it
makes everyone want to kill me for being so damn perky at 8am.haha.I'm
only an insomniac at school though.. Maybe because there is so much
going on, i dont know.
I got A's on my papers in both my Spanish classes. Which was nice
because I wasn't expecting it.I feel pretty confident about those two
classes and about my psyc class. the only one that worries me a little
bit is humn and thats because we only have a few grades.I think it
should be okay though.
I've been feeling a lot of my old insecurities coming back and I hate
that. I'm determined to not let them ruin things, because what I have right now is something that I don't ever want
to lose. Getting rid of them is going to be a constant battle for
awhile but I know that I'm finally strong enough to do that.
The APO night event is tonight. It should be good. I love being a Big.
It makes everything so much more fun because you get to watch your
Little get so excited over things. I had dinner with Jenny and Michelle
last night and it was so fun. I wish all of Odesse could have been
there, but hopefully that'll happen sometime soon.
Im going to attempt to go back to bed...we'll see how that goes