Nov 07, 2005 00:29
So I've kind of sworn off boys. Does that make sense? at least I think it does. I just realized that none of these here Wash U boys that I've been really do it for me. I was talking with my homie Matt from upstairs and he was telling me about the way he feels about his girlfriend Barry. I can't remember exactly what he said, but it was something along these lines: you just are really interested in someone. You just want to see them in any kind of situation, you really want to pick their brains and find out about them. You are really curious. And I realized. I'm not curious about any of these bozos. If anything I'm bored and interested in keeping myself occupied, not in actually finding out more about them- all that is just added benefits (or in some cases, drawbacks!)
On other fronts, school is going well. I've scored in the top 10 in every single one of my exams and papers so far, which is, to say the least, peachy. Volunteering is slowly getting more and more intense, with HAW (That's homelessness Awareness week, all yee ignorants) rolling right around the corner from Novermber 14th to November 19th and now that I have some time I'm really going to get the ball rolling on publicity (ya tenemos las camisas pero necesito crear las papeles)
I also have a spanish exam. Blech. Am yet to decide if I want to take it for a grade. Right now I'm getting an A. I have to e-mail good old Dean Stahl about that one. It's a toughie.
Violin is okay. I feel kind of hurt by it right now-- to say the least, our relationship isn't so great, and I can't decide if it's because I told it I wasn't taking it to India or because it told me I was going to play in Carnegie Hall and then took it back. Also, it's feeling a little sick (someone recently told me that I had a distinctively woody tone... I need to get everything repositioned) so I guess I can't expect it to be in a good mood all the time.
jesus! who needs a boyfriend or someone to love when you have a violin? My teacher always said I'd never give it enough and I guess that's true. We have a lot of gigs.
I taught my first WORKSHOP yesterday. Yes, that's right. Workshop. It was pretty damn awesome.