This is NOT who I am
SO now that I can't cry anymore, because I have none left, and I can't sleep because there is a midget wearing figure skates holding ninja stars juggling rusty chainsaws inside of me, and nothing can make this go away !so I decided to post.
I wonder if this stupid thing (LJ) actually helps or hinders us, I mean if you are trying to get somthing off your chest, fine. But I mean when reading a friends who seems upset, even though you are pretty damn sure you didnt do anything, how many times do you ask yourself *are they talking about me? what I did? what I didnt do? are they trying to tell me somthing? I just dont understand, because then you start to think, *well if they cant come up to me to tell me, then how the hell am I supposed to know? am I a fuckin Mind reader? and so you pull yourself away from the problem ( or whatever you think the problem to be) and distance yourself. WOW that is definatly not helping any situation. I mean if your friend was mad, not at you mind you then you have just pulled away, now there is no way of communication between friends, and no more communication through a littl black box in your room, or school, wherever you post.
I HATE MIDGETS! god, how can one person be expected to do anything with one inside you, it has taken me like an hour and a half to post this, because I keep doubling over in pain. WOW I hate Doctors too, could you imagine a midget doctor? not a doctor that takes care of midgets (what would they be called?) but an actual tiny doctor? EWWWWWWWWW I think I would freak out if that ever happened to me, "sorry Ms Lux but your house doctor isnt in right now, but I would like you to meet her stand in Doctor Tiny McLittleson."
I think I would run out, because I dont want him communicating with the one already inside me!
I hate boys, and their stupid heads, I dont understand them, no wait what I hate more than that is relationships, why cant we just be asexual beings? (yes this IS the real lux saying that) a good friend once told me drunk and in a cab, "The person who doesnt care is always in control" GOD DAMNIT!!!!! Why do I care, why cant I not? my heart hurts, and now my voice hurts from all te whining!
Well I hope everyone had a wicked Cabaret, just remember, to start planning early, and try to have more meetings, and LOTS LOTS LOTS of communication with EVERYBODY. and you will be super duper stressed like we were this year, just because thats what you do for Cabarets, you stress. I would love to thank all of you guys for going above and beyond with set up and tear down, and everything else like planning, performing, partaking in the drinking~! Or just supporting us! wooot wooot. I love you all! Roller girl needs to go to bed now, because she cant sit anymore, I hope to see you all tomorrow, if you do not though then scatter my ashes on Broadway.
Fairwell Fair Cruelty
I wonder if this stupid thing (LJ) actually helps or hinders us, I mean if you are trying to get somthing off your chest, fine. But I mean when reading a friends who seems upset, even though you are pretty damn sure you didnt do anything, how many times do you ask yourself *are they talking about me? what I did? what I didnt do? are they trying to tell me somthing? I just dont understand, because then you start to think, *well if they cant come up to me to tell me, then how the hell am I supposed to know? am I a fuckin Mind reader? and so you pull yourself away from the problem ( or whatever you think the problem to be) and distance yourself. WOW that is definatly not helping any situation. I mean if your friend was mad, not at you mind you then you have just pulled away, now there is no way of communication between friends, and no more communication through a littl black box in your room, or school, wherever you post.
I HATE MIDGETS! god, how can one person be expected to do anything with one inside you, it has taken me like an hour and a half to post this, because I keep doubling over in pain. WOW I hate Doctors too, could you imagine a midget doctor? not a doctor that takes care of midgets (what would they be called?) but an actual tiny doctor? EWWWWWWWWW I think I would freak out if that ever happened to me, "sorry Ms Lux but your house doctor isnt in right now, but I would like you to meet her stand in Doctor Tiny McLittleson."
I think I would run out, because I dont want him communicating with the one already inside me!
I hate boys, and their stupid heads, I dont understand them, no wait what I hate more than that is relationships, why cant we just be asexual beings? (yes this IS the real lux saying that) a good friend once told me drunk and in a cab, "The person who doesnt care is always in control" GOD DAMNIT!!!!! Why do I care, why cant I not? my heart hurts, and now my voice hurts from all te whining!
Well I hope everyone had a wicked Cabaret, just remember, to start planning early, and try to have more meetings, and LOTS LOTS LOTS of communication with EVERYBODY. and you will be super duper stressed like we were this year, just because thats what you do for Cabarets, you stress. I would love to thank all of you guys for going above and beyond with set up and tear down, and everything else like planning, performing, partaking in the drinking~! Or just supporting us! wooot wooot. I love you all! Roller girl needs to go to bed now, because she cant sit anymore, I hope to see you all tomorrow, if you do not though then scatter my ashes on Broadway.
Fairwell Fair Cruelty