what i need...
first of all, i need it to NOT be snowing right now. Please. someone who has control of these things... do something. I have en event tomorrow... it's called Rite of Spring! and it's supposed to be a little like spring time.
But seriously...
i was sitting in a meeting this morning.. something that i have every week that pretty boring. But i started to look around the room at the people sitting at the table... and really started to feel like everyone is so organized and capable and ACTIVE in their jobs. I'm not so sure that I am... ACTIVE that is. I do my job, i go from task to task. I try to stay pretty on top of things. I fall short of that sometimes. But, i feel like i'm not active in developing my career through opportunities that are presented to me... or, taking it further, developing those opportuinities for myself.
So many thoughts are going through my head.. and more and more i'm leaning towards some kind of therapy for myself... because really this whole idea of activity/in-activity bleeds from work into other areas....
this week is crazy... i've had good times with Brooke and Carolyn due to impromptu hangs... but i've also been running around for rite of spring picking up permits and other random stuff. tonight was supposed to be family dinner, but i canceled it.... Luckily I get friday off to balance out the insanity.
But seriously...
i was sitting in a meeting this morning.. something that i have every week that pretty boring. But i started to look around the room at the people sitting at the table... and really started to feel like everyone is so organized and capable and ACTIVE in their jobs. I'm not so sure that I am... ACTIVE that is. I do my job, i go from task to task. I try to stay pretty on top of things. I fall short of that sometimes. But, i feel like i'm not active in developing my career through opportunities that are presented to me... or, taking it further, developing those opportuinities for myself.
So many thoughts are going through my head.. and more and more i'm leaning towards some kind of therapy for myself... because really this whole idea of activity/in-activity bleeds from work into other areas....
this week is crazy... i've had good times with Brooke and Carolyn due to impromptu hangs... but i've also been running around for rite of spring picking up permits and other random stuff. tonight was supposed to be family dinner, but i canceled it.... Luckily I get friday off to balance out the insanity.