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mom is doing well. sitting up, talking, laughing. she'll be transferred out of icu tomorrow. i can't really describe how i feel about all of that. i am still so tired. i've been communicating with her childhood sweetheart about her progress, which has brought up some weird feelings in me about regrets i've been carrying around for more than a few years. decisions i would've made differently if i had known a little more about myself.