. little bitch .
i just got off the phone with chris for the second time today, chris.. is blue's brother. chris told me about how six guys jumped him one time during the two weeks they were sneeking around my house and blue didn't do shit about it. "you know someone's a fucking punk if they don't stand up for their little brother." i totally agree. i think i could quite possibly be through with him. even his own flesh and blood tells me that he's bad for me. i can't lie though.. i'm stuck and confused and angry with myself. i wish blue were here to treat me like shit and make it clear that he's the biggest idiot in the world so that i could get on with my "life". what a fucker.. i think i may need to send my letters soon.