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itd been forever but its 330 am and im bored
so summertime is over =/
and im hXc depressed about it
i barely remember my summer
and i miss janna-nana terribly
well this summer tops the other ones i blv and i think thats for ONE main reason
=0 im sure most of you can guess what it is lolwut
anywayz i havent done what i wanted to do for half the summer and im getting frustrated
and tomorrows my last day of freedom but i guess the weekends are good too..?
ughhh
so today i went to the mall with no moneys and teased myself cause ive realized in the past few weeks that i have a money spending problem and i want..NEED...to buy every fucking thing i see...
anyway we walked around for 2 hours then went home and watched ELF which i fuckin love and we watched howls moving castle which i also love
but his brother came home and said hed give us both a cigarette if we let him use the TV to play madden so we agreed (naturally)...so much for not smoking no more =/
and then he said hed give me another one if i set up the p.s so i did...(once again naturally...)
then we watched aaron and aaron play and it was entertaining for 5 minutes
then went into his room and talked for like billionz of hours until like an hour ago
and it made me hXc depressed cause i was rambling about how human life is totally pointless and that theres no real point for there to be life on earth and any other planet and how theres too much i wanna do in life that im never gonna have the chance to do and that im stuck in this awkward place and i cant get out...
ANYWAY
we were working in frankies yard yesterday helpin his mom and mommom and his brother and his gay ass friends were digging for her and they came across a bunnies nest and they thought they cut the one bunnys leg so they made sure it was ok and covered it back up...
well i was worrying about it all day thinking "omg the moms gonna reject it..what if shes dead...theyre gonna starve..omg omg omg" so before i left that night i got my mom and we grabbed flashlights and dug them back up and the ones HEAD WAS OFF and i was like awww and there was one still alive (out of atleast 4..)so we grabbed it and its currently in my shed all safe and warm...with bunny formula from the pet place..
so i went back up and told frankie and aaron and aaron that i took the bunny and started loling explaining the decapitated bunny..
i miss the "good ol dayz" of chillin in phils car and thinking i was in a boat
and bein in the feild of some place i had no idea where i was with bianca and phil and tom and just...chillin...
and bein with donte one minute and him sayin "ill meet you guys at peer" and him disappearing for 3 hours when we were 5 minutes away
and chillin at oak street park and TASTEY CAKES and spitting sprite all over my walls. and cooking 2 boxes full of chicken nuggets and lighting ginas floor on fire with poptart boxes just asking "is that bad?"
and and and and and rolling in puddles of beer and not understanding when people tell me what happened and EATING SPAM and sitting outside talkin until 5 am and ppassing out in a storage closet
and doin random shit and somehow ending back up at ipeer with blood on my hands
and playing painkiller fucked outta my mind talking to the person next to me like they give a shit as someone whiped the blood off the desk LOLWUT
and beating d00m3 and FEAR and halo and quake4 cause i didnt have a life
and playing prey but never actually beating it cause i dont get moneys anymore
and i miss everything....
i fuckin hate memoriessss
i miss janna and excessively eating lunchables and ramen and tacoland
and spending 100 fuckin dollars at applebees with 4 people
and spending like 80 fucking dollars at applebees with 5...
and everythinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
*sigh* i hope this schoolyear goes by fast...
even tho im not ready to be released into the "real world"
but ill never be ready...and im hXc rambly....
i wanna go to the movies tomorrow
halloween was ok
superbad was AMAZING
bourne ultimatum AMAZING
ratatoille i think was the best movie i ever saw in my entire existance
and i wonder if katie can hangout tomorrow
anyway im done rambling i should sleepy since its almost 4...
gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodnightz <3
oh bunnniez?
his names CHESTER and i love him
itd been forever but its 330 am and im bored
so summertime is over =/
and im hXc depressed about it
i barely remember my summer
and i miss janna-nana terribly
well this summer tops the other ones i blv and i think thats for ONE main reason
=0 im sure most of you can guess what it is lolwut
anywayz i havent done what i wanted to do for half the summer and im getting frustrated
and tomorrows my last day of freedom but i guess the weekends are good too..?
ughhh
so today i went to the mall with no moneys and teased myself cause ive realized in the past few weeks that i have a money spending problem and i want..NEED...to buy every fucking thing i see...
anyway we walked around for 2 hours then went home and watched ELF which i fuckin love and we watched howls moving castle which i also love
but his brother came home and said hed give us both a cigarette if we let him use the TV to play madden so we agreed (naturally)...so much for not smoking no more =/
and then he said hed give me another one if i set up the p.s so i did...(once again naturally...)
then we watched aaron and aaron play and it was entertaining for 5 minutes
then went into his room and talked for like billionz of hours until like an hour ago
and it made me hXc depressed cause i was rambling about how human life is totally pointless and that theres no real point for there to be life on earth and any other planet and how theres too much i wanna do in life that im never gonna have the chance to do and that im stuck in this awkward place and i cant get out...
ANYWAY
we were working in frankies yard yesterday helpin his mom and mommom and his brother and his gay ass friends were digging for her and they came across a bunnies nest and they thought they cut the one bunnys leg so they made sure it was ok and covered it back up...
well i was worrying about it all day thinking "omg the moms gonna reject it..what if shes dead...theyre gonna starve..omg omg omg" so before i left that night i got my mom and we grabbed flashlights and dug them back up and the ones HEAD WAS OFF and i was like awww and there was one still alive (out of atleast 4..)so we grabbed it and its currently in my shed all safe and warm...with bunny formula from the pet place..
so i went back up and told frankie and aaron and aaron that i took the bunny and started loling explaining the decapitated bunny..
i miss the "good ol dayz" of chillin in phils car and thinking i was in a boat
and bein in the feild of some place i had no idea where i was with bianca and phil and tom and just...chillin...
and bein with donte one minute and him sayin "ill meet you guys at peer" and him disappearing for 3 hours when we were 5 minutes away
and chillin at oak street park and TASTEY CAKES and spitting sprite all over my walls. and cooking 2 boxes full of chicken nuggets and lighting ginas floor on fire with poptart boxes just asking "is that bad?"
and and and and and rolling in puddles of beer and not understanding when people tell me what happened and EATING SPAM and sitting outside talkin until 5 am and ppassing out in a storage closet
and doin random shit and somehow ending back up at ipeer with blood on my hands
and playing painkiller fucked outta my mind talking to the person next to me like they give a shit as someone whiped the blood off the desk LOLWUT
and beating d00m3 and FEAR and halo and quake4 cause i didnt have a life
and playing prey but never actually beating it cause i dont get moneys anymore
and i miss everything....
i fuckin hate memoriessss
i miss janna and excessively eating lunchables and ramen and tacoland
and spending 100 fuckin dollars at applebees with 4 people
and spending like 80 fucking dollars at applebees with 5...
and everythinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
*sigh* i hope this schoolyear goes by fast...
even tho im not ready to be released into the "real world"
but ill never be ready...and im hXc rambly....
i wanna go to the movies tomorrow
halloween was ok
superbad was AMAZING
bourne ultimatum AMAZING
ratatoille i think was the best movie i ever saw in my entire existance
and i wonder if katie can hangout tomorrow
anyway im done rambling i should sleepy since its almost 4...
gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodnightz <3
oh bunnniez?
his names CHESTER and i love him