Oct 26, 2006 22:04
mehhhh
my moods been sucky still
if you couldnt tell..
well if you see/talk to me throughout the day....
mmm contemplating shotgun to headddddd
ftwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
or like 50 other things
why cant i decide?
theres too many to chose from..
hmm maybe thats how im a bad influence...
mommy bought me the special edition of the little mermaid
and i squealed with excitement
and then made her watch it with me ASAP lol
im such a 2 year old
but its ok...
we talked about how we bought that movie a 347 years ago
when i was liike 8
and we ended up gettin a blank tape..
and i was sooo angry
and mom was disappointed
aww<3
ee im tryin not to complain a lot....
but its hard cuase im a natural complainer
and idk why
maybe thats why im a bad influence
i wish i knew lol
ive become addicted to this mouth numbing crap
like that crap the dentist gives you before he rips our your teeth
or shoves drills in your mouth and etc..
and it says "do not exceed up to 4x in a day"
and guess what i used all those bitches TODAY...
and theres like 20...
oh well...
and im not sposed to swallow but idk how to listen..
and now my tummy hurts
and i keep forgettin about my medication....
this song depresses me........................................................
oh yea i broke my phone again...
it fell off my bed into a cup of soda at 4 30 in the morning
like 2 days ago..
and the sad thing is i was like
"i wish i didnt have a cell phone nemore"
and then it broke...like 5 hours later...
and that happened lasttime i said i wish i didnt have a cell phone nemore
i need to stfu with the wishing
cause whatever i wish comes true
in a bad way that i dont really mean...
and i need to stop dreaming
cause they've all been commin true...
k..
idk why i update..
they're so BORING