Another meaningless words
this few days i found myself
being so unreasonable,,,,,reading so many new things,,, i can't control my
self,,this is so wrong when i read something inappropriate,,,this is so wrong
yet i continue whatever am i doing.... this is not me,, at least i'm not like
this before,, i know this is wrong but i couldn't bring myself back to the old
me,,,it's not that i can't,,it just so hard...so difficult.....
color:#222222">this can't be true,, i'm in new world... the new
world that can make me take the wrong turn.... so many years i'm became a
coward,, always hiding the true me,, always holding back everything that can
make me look bad...always thinking about how the other people would react if i
did something wrong,,if i did something that they don't like.... i tired being
insecure....i want act like whatever i want... but i know it's not the best for me...
i hope i can be someone that wise enough to see everything that will happen in my future,,,
i hope i can be someone better.....