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My entries do not show up. so my guess is no one will read this.
It's kinda sad. But. With all these people talking about honesty, why doesn't anyone actually show any, or do what they say, or say what they feel. Everyones says they wany honesty but anytime I'm honest people fucken get mad at me. Don't say you want honesty if you can't learn to take it. I'm honest most of the time. But being honest isn't writing a livejournal entry telling all your friends the things you don't like about them. That's not even decent. Being an honest person is about letting people, everyone know how you feel on a daily basis. Not just letting it out when your mad, or want something, or are frustrated. There are aspects of my life, and how I act I'd like to change but I know it will take me a while. I do try my best to be honest, but sometimes it's really hard with your close friends, when you don't want to hurt them. And I know I can dish it out, but I don't want to until I know I can take it.
My life is complete mess.
My car, my aunt, my bad decisons.
My personal health problems.
My friends.
I think I should stay home for a while.