so small.
monday.
mondays are always bad.
this entry is going to take me forever because im high.
and i hate spelling things wrong.
im so sick of hearing girls fighting. they are seriously lowering my intelligence level.
i can't stand that everything is so fucked up. i don't even know how to fix anything.
i miss who i was. 2 years ago. im going back to who i was. minus the suspensions and such. i don't think anyone besides leah will really like who i was 2 years ago. so it will just be me and leah sticking out the last year of high school.
oh and if anyone would like to come to valentines dance with me that would be very nice b/c gabe won't come up. someone who is nice. and it won't be awkward. thanks.
god this is so great because im so high and the keys feel like amaazing.
i get so mad to because i don't show up on anyones friends page so now one ever reads my journal. it's kind of like my life. that made no sense.
i would like to go out now but i hate driving if im a little bit messed up.
oh and i knew that guy would was arrested in mass. for selling heroin. so wierd right. i didnt even knew he did heroin. maybe he just sold it.
that reminds me. im going to do coke. <333 i don't care if people don't like it. i have an overwhelming urge to just do it. and make my heart beat really really fast. my heart was beating so fast i could hear it in my head today. track sucks. i have to quit smoking for that fucker.
yep. i think im done. i hope i burn out nicely from this. i need to sleep. the thoughts of how people keep being assholes to me tend to fill my head right before i go to bed.
mondays are always bad.
this entry is going to take me forever because im high.
and i hate spelling things wrong.
im so sick of hearing girls fighting. they are seriously lowering my intelligence level.
i can't stand that everything is so fucked up. i don't even know how to fix anything.
i miss who i was. 2 years ago. im going back to who i was. minus the suspensions and such. i don't think anyone besides leah will really like who i was 2 years ago. so it will just be me and leah sticking out the last year of high school.
oh and if anyone would like to come to valentines dance with me that would be very nice b/c gabe won't come up. someone who is nice. and it won't be awkward. thanks.
god this is so great because im so high and the keys feel like amaazing.
i get so mad to because i don't show up on anyones friends page so now one ever reads my journal. it's kind of like my life. that made no sense.
i would like to go out now but i hate driving if im a little bit messed up.
oh and i knew that guy would was arrested in mass. for selling heroin. so wierd right. i didnt even knew he did heroin. maybe he just sold it.
that reminds me. im going to do coke. <333 i don't care if people don't like it. i have an overwhelming urge to just do it. and make my heart beat really really fast. my heart was beating so fast i could hear it in my head today. track sucks. i have to quit smoking for that fucker.
yep. i think im done. i hope i burn out nicely from this. i need to sleep. the thoughts of how people keep being assholes to me tend to fill my head right before i go to bed.