work work and more work.....

Nov 17, 2004 18:42

Why is college so crazy? I have TONS of work to do and no time in which to do it!! I've figured out my schedule for next semester, it looks pretty good, nothing before 11 am....a class a day except for thursdays and one class on friday nights, ASL 201...Justin's taking it too, so its not like I'll be all alone. I'm just gonna go for it and pick up a deaf studies minor, I can afford to now that I'm gonna be here for an extra year anyway. So yeah, I HATE MAKING WEBSITES, I HATE MEDIA AND TECHNOLOGY CLASS oh AND.... I HATE MAKING WEBSITES!!!!!! I have a website due in two weeks....and I am NO where close to being halfway done...it all gets all messed up all the time, everytime I try to go and make a change it goes crazy on me!!! >:0. Makes me ANGRY!!

Anyway, this past weekend I made the 6 hour trip or so up to Saint Francis (Fort Kent area) to spend the weekend with Justin and his fam....It is SO beautiful up there! The mountains and everything....it makes me happy! I saw buffalo too, real live ones, real live HUGE ones...and little babies too (they were cute). It was so weird to come back and have to work some more....neither one of us thought about homework all weekend...till we got into portland and I started to realize how much I have to do :(....ohwell, I'll get it all done eventually!

I watched that movie, A Walk to Remember last night, and I cried....a lot! It is such a sad movie, but beautifully done, I thought anyway. Thanksgiving is coming up next week, and I'm really excited to go back home. I miss my family! Thomas made the bball team at school, I'm so proud of him! He seems to be doing well. He said that the coach picked 15 guys, and because he has to play everyone equally Thomas is worried he's not gonna get as much playing time as he'd like....but we'll just see how it all goes. He's just happy to be one the team and playing.

Sometimes, I feel like people cross the line, and I need to learn how to stand up for myself....its like, gosh....if you wanna help, don't act as though you know me....making crazy amounts of money is most certainly not my main goal in life thank you very much....if you listened to half of the things I've said I think you'd know that by now. I just wanna help others, I don't care how much I make doing it and no, I'm not gonna "just marry rich"...I'm all about marriage for love, wow...what a freakin concept! (venting session...that feels much better, I apologize)

I went to the hunger banquet tonight...started out low class and "stole" from the "rich" so Randi and I could eat a salad....and then I got promoted to higher class....as Josh started reading statistics as I was greedily eating my high class meal I began to feel both very sick to my stomach and guilty.....how can it be that our world has the capacity to give us enough food to feed everyone in the world and 60% of the population is hunger...and something like 30,000 children die A DAY from preventable diseases......why?

Well, I have to go do my favoritest thing of all....MY WEBSITE >:0....I feel like its gonna be the thing that kills me!
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