reminicing

Jul 09, 2005 18:54

Reminicing about how fun the year was in the beginning and any random imprtant conversation that means sumthin to me long ago or jus a few days ago.....

BMWS+BOB i miss you guys we not really broken up but we aint exactly as close as we used to be we all drifted away since me and her broke up for good although some of us got closer...ME and jeff got closer...Mistik we always gonna closer than anyone...Corey u drifted away comebaack come back...Jasmine we were sooo close and im sry we stopped talkin fo a while im glad we started again now we're even closer than before... i love u guys and miss you soo much we ned to hang out again a BMWS+BOB past time bullweavils and my house we totally video tapin it agin call calculus boy hahahahahahha watch him fail at math again corey hahahahahahahaah hmmmm i should get chelsea to cal me agin and talk behind my jacket and see corey say sexy legs spencer...hahahahha im watchin that tape again i miss it it was great that night....*tear* k onto next thought

Mistik first id like to say Ying n Yang forever bad boyz 4 lyfe we ride 2gether we die 2gether man thanx for everything youve done for me im not afraid to say i love you man like a brother u taught me sooo much and helped me through things and u became and will always be my bro prolly the best ever we have had our funn times and then somem of the hectic ones that we helped eachother through our talks...man freshman yr i was a lost cause i would see a hot chick and be like damn id like to get to know her better, but u taught me and love and caring about ppl more than jus wut they can give me physically but emotionally and i thank u for that and jus other stuff u helped me out wit man and im aleways gonna be herre for u im never gonna leave ill always be an ear to listen and im not afraid to say a shoulder to cry on cause i care about u that much brotherly man im here and and u tell me anything wnet happy thought dude anything

Maria...maria maria maria it has exactly a year since ive seen you i miss you soooo much you taught me a very big lesson and i thank you for that you were my first most meaning full relationship sry i didnt last long and sry i broke ur heart u taught i could really tell a girl i love her and mean it for months there wasnt a day or nightthat went by that i didnt regret ending our relationship everytime i talked to u on the phone everytime u cried into it...evrytime i was like y dont u tell her u made the biggest mistake ever and get back together with u the last timje i saw you a year ago i still remeber it after every kiss i was like ask her fool ask her wut is wrong with u but i didnt and im glad i dint cause we are such great friends

Jasmine another lesson learned another one of my most important relationships jazzy u taught me i can wait til i know i can ignore all suductions of other gurlz and keep my mind all on one we were the best of friends and one of my funnest relationships it was like we were goin out but we could act how evr we wanted around eachother we would crack on eachother like crazy cause we were the best of friends before we even wnet out omg we had the best time around eachother no matter how many names we called eachother callin me a manwhore geeeez and me callin u a hoe and a bitch hahaha u knew i loved and thought the most of u no matter wut other ppl said we were jus kidders and we were great wit eachother u knew how much i cared about u and i knew how much u cared about me

Dominique oh ho ho ho oh domi domi domi we were interesting omg i absolutely despised you lol omg we were jus like enemys it was crazy lol well i guess i was exaduratin a lil bit cause i guess u never hated me u jus thought i was loud and weird lol with a nice body but hey it all worked out lol but ya all thanx to snowball and that one soccergame a week later snowball snowball snowball that was a great night u were beautiful and u found out i could dance lol i knew i liked you from that first slow song jus holdin u in my arms and singin into ur ear and ur head resting on me then findin that was the weird my boo (after we kissed i licked my lips wut was that lmao)*my boo is still our song* but we still had our moment...then the soccer game findin out u didnt hate me then me holdin u in my arms tryin to keep u warm lol guys r your subject juslike gurlz r my subject u knew id follow u under the bleachers to the pillow( i still think it has aids fuckin bums hahaha) jus like i knew when we down there i could get our first kiss wow that first kiss i felt like my legs were gonna fall out from under me i could barely walk then holdin u till u left non stop kissin ppl askin wow when did this happen its like well 2nite hahahahahaha u taught me also a good lesson that i could hold a relationship for longer than 2 weeks haahah we are so much more alike than we thought talkin to u found out both of our averages were 4 to 5 days hahahahah and our longest was 2 weeks and how we liked to play ppl not get intamate jus have our funn with thinkin to a relationship hahahahahaha but we knew we really cared baout eachother puttin ur lesson and the lessons maria and jasmine taught me we were the best....

domi our convo a lil while ago "if we could go back in time u would know who to look for and i would know wut to say" domes even if knew to look for her i still think we would have been wit eachother cause we taught eachother so much the night u broke up wit me u thanked me cause i taught u that u could care about someone sooo much and hold a relationship i never thanked u so now and the next time we talk thank you dominique...and if we never got together we never would have been close firends all of us includin the gurlz(love ya tassy jessica and cathy) i wouldnt have passed us up for anything...im glad u made me promise cause we are the best of friends and i love you like a sista

Jeffy poo its funny cause we r animals lol *rawr* dude i know i say this all the time but ya we r best friends we have great times like walkin to the movies in the movies at my house at ur house at skool everywhere we go is a funn time but even wit our funn times we've had our emeotional times wich made us even greater frinds hahahahah the axe that especially was a great time hahahahhahahahah and dude im still waitin to tape one of our conversations cause we have the best dude as ive said many times and im not afriad to say it to guys i have an ear to listen and of course a shoulde rot cry on bro

OCHI HOOOOOOOOO OOOOH!!!!! ochi u truely r a best friend i know we havent had our super emeotional moments but we r soo much more we have a great times too bro but we r also sooo much more than that with me and u theres jus a connection between us that is sooooooo much more that sounds gay but its not i know that we will have our emotional talks sooon but til then surf on bro polo guys for lyfe i love u ochi we r family and u know it

Jimmy wut can i say u really r family i love youd u since we first became best friends in kindy garden dude we will alwasy have good times and we will always act like we have no emotions but deep down we both no we want companionship and we both know we r constantly lookin for dat one gurl and im always herre for u...to talk to....lol cause we kinda 3000 miles away from eachother exept for liek a month of the year and that month always good times i love you and u rally r my bro and u really r family and dude best buds forever 12 yrs and goin for infinity more man

Krystal my wife for 3 yrs now much love comin from your hubby startin this one wit wit out of all these gurlz you've been herre longest 3yrs and personally put up with the most bullshit of all nobody has any idea me and u have been through some shit all of our feelins that we constantly showed and told eachother but never did anything about it... gurl our song is akon lonely cause uve always been in my life when i jus needed someone to tell me they loved me all i had to do was call u and u would say the 3 words i needed to hear most and u have put up with all the shit i put u through with a smile and i know we talk like every few months and go hang out every few months if you ever left my life entirely i really have no i dea wut id do...hahahahhaha gurl we been tite for 3 yrs gone to soooo many movies and still have never kissed well thats wow wether it was me turnin u down or u turnin me down gurl its carzy and y u havent sucked my dick yet i dont know lol jk cutie(inside joke)omg krystal i really do love u never forget that i will alwasy be ur hubby pretend hubby but always ur hubby

man where to begin Anthony thank u soooooooo much for us stayin frineds dude we may not taLK ALOT BRO AND I DONT COME OVA ALOT BUT KNOW DUDE U MA BRO AND IM HERE FOR U and most of all id like to thank u for introducin me to amy that night at ur big show cause shes one of my bestest best frineds in the world and she introduced me to one of the best gurlz in the world that i know...

AMYKINS AMYKINS AMYKINS!!!!! i love you and u know it u r truely one of my bestest best friends n the world u got me through some shit evn if it was about mainly one person in particular there were still other things u got me through too and i know i helped u out to im always gonna be herre for u no matter wut happens u will always be in my heart as amykins da great i love u sooo much and like i told mistik ill always have an ear to listen and a shoulder for u to cry cause thats y im here...and ill be waitin for that 24 hrs lmao 30 min breaks hahhahahahahaha...also id like to thank u for introducin me to karina....

Karina theres so much id like to say and so lil bit o space and time and i dunno where to start how bout from the first time we met at the mall supposedly i was flirtin wit amy so much more than u but i was tryin to flirt wit u more then talkin on aim...one of the first things isent u the whole tru love they call u u or send u a message at a curtain time then we kept sendin thing back and forth about wut its supose to mean lol then i said i was jus hopin my true love would send me sumthin and i asked if u were my true love and u said yes... i cant explain how happy that mad me and it still does thinkin back on it... then our first date movie and panda hahahahahahah can u use chop sticks yet muhahahhahahahahahahaha our first kiss that day...man im glad i was sitting down cause i would have fallen over my legs died on me and i finally aske du out and we had eachother it was great especially ur bday that was great except for one incident wich i still feel sooo bad about but u made me soo happy u read in my xanga i wanted my crazy beautiful at the beach wit me cause i saw a bunch of couples wit ochi and on ur bday u did that for me it ment sooo much i gave u piggy back ride and told u about summer polo trainin at the coves tehn in the limo akon lonely came on and i was singin it and u wispered in my ear i wasnt lonely and omg i cant even explain what that did to me followed by i love you wich did even more...then we broke up for that month i couldnt explain how i felt..jeff said after other brake ups i was jus onto other gurlz but after u he said i was still bent over you and it was true i missed u sooo much then we got back together omg again u cant believe how great that week was and... now even though im in mass u surprise me wit so much love all the things u left me....but now the break...i know u tell to stop sayin sry and to stop beatin myself up over the mistakes i make but i cant i love u sooo much i put all the things i learned from maria jasmin and domi...being able to tell a gurl i love her and truely mean it to be able to forget about all other gurlz and think of only one....you and forever...and to hold onto to a relationship longer than 2 weeks...and the lessons u taught me to give myself up undoubtably all my love all my heart all my soul i know it took me sooo long to do so but i know i can do it u always give and give and i try to but mistakes come with and im changn that....and u see so much more in me u actually look past everything and see the real me u read me like a book... u put my answers into questions when i havent even opened my mouth yet you know me better than i know myself...i know i called u those bad things and i know i was kiddin but even kidding i never should have done that and im sry i want u to know i respect u sooooo much and i love u sooooo much and i want u to go with ur heart like u said when i get home and know that im gonna do better cause i truely madly deeply everlastingly endlessly have fallen in love with you karina my crazy beautiful....
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