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My fucking father said he was gonna delete everything on aol and on my computer that is mines becasue of the F and that next quarter i am gonna go to barbara Goleman. I cant go out this weekend i dont even think the next, I have to pull my fucking grade up. Its 2 points and it will be a D. i am gonna study with melody on thursday and Try to be with steve at the same time. cuz i really want to see him. I havent spoken to him all day but he left me this really cute message on my phone but i wanna call him and i cant i have no mins on my cell and i cant use the house phone cuz then my dad will bite my head off. and i am not in the mood. I just want to talk to steve. I hope he goes online soon. Man when i am 18 i am out of there. Might go to california with kirstie but i really wouldnt want to leave my friends and maybe Steve :) i will just get an apartment away from the folks. anyways fuck my parents i got better things to talk about,My fucking father said he was gonna delete everything on aol and on my computer that is mines becasue of the F and that next quarter i am gonna go to barbara Goleman. I cant go out this weekend i dont even think the next, I have to pull my fucking grade up. Its 2 points and it will be a D. i am gonna study with melody on thursday and Try to be with steve at the same time. cuz i really want to see him. I havent spoken to him all day but he left me this really cute message on my phone but i wanna call him and i cant i have no mins on my cell and i cant use the house phone cuz then my dad will bite my head off. and i am not in the mood. I just want to talk to steve. I hope he goes online soon. Man when i am 18 i am out of there. Might go to california with kirstie but i really wouldnt want to leave my friends and maybe Steve :) i will just get an apartment away from the folks. anyways fuck my parents i got better things to talk about,
Well with steve i am starting to fall in love with him. Goodthing rite. then why am i scared? i guess i dont want to have to go through the same thing with that happened with tony that asshole. but nikki told me dont let the past affect the furture which is true. He is like the perfect guy. the one in my dreams, so i dunno if its just to good to be true or what. He is an alsome guy he is a sweetheart. Tony aint got shit on him. About tony he is out of the picture. if i have any feelings for him its like a friend but i hate him too much to be a friend rite now. he was an asshole in what he did to me and i dont need that shit in my life i need a guy like steve and i thank the lord that i was blessed with him. spoke to him rite now he said when he got a chance he was gonna go online coulnt talk to him much because i used my cell :/ well i am gonna go finish my cuba project and wait for steve to get online... and hopefully my dad wont delete my s/n... and wont delete anything thats mines. will talk later