today...
...is a bad day...
It's a good day too...I'm alive, I have the guy I always wanted...
but I didn't sleep hardly at all last night and my mom got me sick. :/
My teacher's pissing me off cause he won't quit nagging at me about stupid shit. I put my head down for like 5 seconds cause i feel like shit and he told me that I had to wake up or leave the school...it's bullshit, I wasn't even sleeping.. asshole.
Anyways, I won't get to see Aaron till this weekend because he's at his aunt's house right on the border of indiana...
I miss him. :[ lol
I'm just chillin in class listening to AFI December Underground. good cd. lol
I am so sick of math..I want a fucking literature class. SOO BAD!! even history would be cool...
Coming up soon, things are gunna get difficult for me. I'm going to be doing alot of waiting and alot of missing him. I think we can make it though. It depends on me honestly... I don't like thinking about it, but it's all the runs through my head. just alot of "what if's"... I know that I can do it though, that I'll be able to wait for him, and be able to be there for him.. I've waited this long already for him. It might not seem like I've waited that long, but we've been together on and off for 4 yrs and some odd months. and I never stopped loving him. it was always outside forces that ruined us. I was always waiting for him. now that I have him again I'm not letting him go.
sorry...im done blabbering on about this now. lol
It's a good day too...I'm alive, I have the guy I always wanted...
but I didn't sleep hardly at all last night and my mom got me sick. :/
My teacher's pissing me off cause he won't quit nagging at me about stupid shit. I put my head down for like 5 seconds cause i feel like shit and he told me that I had to wake up or leave the school...it's bullshit, I wasn't even sleeping.. asshole.
Anyways, I won't get to see Aaron till this weekend because he's at his aunt's house right on the border of indiana...
I miss him. :[ lol
I'm just chillin in class listening to AFI December Underground. good cd. lol
I am so sick of math..I want a fucking literature class. SOO BAD!! even history would be cool...
Coming up soon, things are gunna get difficult for me. I'm going to be doing alot of waiting and alot of missing him. I think we can make it though. It depends on me honestly... I don't like thinking about it, but it's all the runs through my head. just alot of "what if's"... I know that I can do it though, that I'll be able to wait for him, and be able to be there for him.. I've waited this long already for him. It might not seem like I've waited that long, but we've been together on and off for 4 yrs and some odd months. and I never stopped loving him. it was always outside forces that ruined us. I was always waiting for him. now that I have him again I'm not letting him go.
sorry...im done blabbering on about this now. lol