Aaaaaaaaggggggggh!!
If any juniors or seniors who took 10th grade schenker are reading this... I could reeeeeeeely use some uh "help" with my authors study. If anyone would be willing to help please either tlk to me tomorrow or email me zryze@yahoo.com. You would definitly be saving my life.
In other news I got the best note ever tonight from the toughest director I've ever heard of and uh maybe I'm a decent performer after all Mark Swinton says "let me give you some advice: when you graduate from high school, go to Broadway". Now I know that seems lame but if you knew this guy you'd realize how amazing that was to hear (especially when certain [lame] seniors r convinced that I'm a crap performer). Makes me feel like maybe I'm not totally deluded and maybe I really do have a future someway somehow.
It would seem that if you feel something... you don't want to feel it nymore... you totally ignore it... it goes away... right?? WRONG! and it's totally my problem (and I'm going to keep it that way) but i still feel pretty undesirable. Three years now and the only guys that have even half way... wait if you should know this story you already do. Point is I refuse to stare rejection in the face, again, but nothings coming to me so the only other option is being alone and thinking about... ok I really am done with this.
I hope everyone kicks ass on their finals as well as their auditions and if the first part of this entry applies to you I really do need help. PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ.
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Bryce
In other news I got the best note ever tonight from the toughest director I've ever heard of and uh maybe I'm a decent performer after all Mark Swinton says "let me give you some advice: when you graduate from high school, go to Broadway". Now I know that seems lame but if you knew this guy you'd realize how amazing that was to hear (especially when certain [lame] seniors r convinced that I'm a crap performer). Makes me feel like maybe I'm not totally deluded and maybe I really do have a future someway somehow.
It would seem that if you feel something... you don't want to feel it nymore... you totally ignore it... it goes away... right?? WRONG! and it's totally my problem (and I'm going to keep it that way) but i still feel pretty undesirable. Three years now and the only guys that have even half way... wait if you should know this story you already do. Point is I refuse to stare rejection in the face, again, but nothings coming to me so the only other option is being alone and thinking about... ok I really am done with this.
I hope everyone kicks ass on their finals as well as their auditions and if the first part of this entry applies to you I really do need help. PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ.
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Bryce