This used to kinda work...
So I was checking out Livejournal for the sake of validating some random piece of gossip or another, when I felt this vague longing to pour my thoughts out to anyone who would bother to read them. Back in the day, this used to get me in trouble which probably has a lot to do with why my last post was like 68 weeks ago. But, I recall LJ posting
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You can't force yourself to feel better, only time can heal wounds (be they emotional or physical). The important thing to know is that you'll feel better eventually. this wont last forever.
In regards to being able to afford hope, all i can give you is this piece of advice: Life is a series of disappointments with a few nice nuggets of good stuff in between. You have to live for those moments and deal with the bullshit. I know it seems like life is not in our favor since those great moments can be few and far between, but people have been doing it for thousands of years, and we can too.
I just got an email from my boss at work regarding a slip up at work that i had. I forgot to lock the gate at work last night when i was the last person out. This could have cost the company thousands of dollars and i would have been held responsible. This is the second slip up i've had in the past two weeks. Bryce, i'm sitting here terrified that i'm gonna lose my job. IT REALLY SUCKS. but deep down i know that being scared of losing my job isn't gonna get me anywhere, in fact it might COST me my job. So i'm gonna keep smiling, keep blasting my music too loud, and do my job.
So now that you know all about my shit, let's get back to you: Keep on doing what you gotta do, surround yourself with your favorite people as much as possible, and remember, YOU are your top priority, not anybody else. keep it that way.
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