Apr 25, 2005 20:09
Hey dudes.
I make so many typos it is just insane. I just left about 5035 comments on Lauren's livejournal because I suck at life and I can't type for crap. And then, while rereading it, I notice that none of the sentences make sense. I am just insane. Just insane.
You are pulled from the wreckage...
I'm sorry to bring this entry down into an automatic dumps (What did I just say? Oh, yes. I don't make sense. Ever. In life.), but this friday is one year since Tony's accident. I think Abbigail, Liz, and I are doing something special after our soccer games and state festivals. We are going out for ice cream, and then lighting a candle - both being things we did that day last year. I hope it is much happier this time than it was last year. Also, I apologize to those I have been snappy to, or grumpy to.. I think subconsciously this has something to do with it. That, or stress. I do not know. But, I apologize deeply. I do not mean it.
On monday I went to tutoring for math. I also wanted to spend some time with Miss. Romaya, because she will be leaving.. uh.. wednesday? Yes? No? Of course. Anyway, Eric and I bonded which was very cool. He is a funny boy. Since I had trouble pronouncing the word "deviant", I just decided to call it "The Big D" instead of struggling. Little did I know this would make Miss. Romaya and Eric laugh everytime I said it. I just don't understand.
Dude, I definitely made a mix CD. I am so proud of it, you don't understand. It is called "78.44 Minutes of Greatness".. eh? Eh? I couldn't get to sleep on saturday night, so I said to Gar, I said:
"Gar. I am going to make a mix CD.
Gar then proceeded to say:
"Haha."
Little did he know I was effin' serious. And I woke up sunday morning at, like...... I just don't know... that's not important anyway, point is, I woke up sunday morning and I taught myself how to burn CDs. I then proceeded to burn about 9 or 7, I am unsure. All of which have been given away. Amazing. If you would like one, just ask.
So, tell me when you're gonna let me in. I'm getting tired and that is somewhere to begin.
Also, monday, I went over to small Abbigail's house for 45 minutes or so. We played video games and ate gogurt. Seriously, gogurt is so good. I had never known the goodness of gogurt. We played Sonic; I miss video games so much. I know that sounds so.. pft, I don't know.. but I really do. My brother and I used to play N64 for hours, and then we just kinda stopped. I feel as though I am part of Abbi's family; like I treat Lydia like a sister, and she treats me like a sister. Same with Bridget. And Jacob is just my little buddy. When I walked into their house, Jacob ran up to me and gave me a hug and then ran in a funny way into the other room. He is too cute. And, Abbi is just insane - just like me. End of story.
Uh, uh, come again?
Lately, I've been telling myself that I will learn how to play the guitar. So, I get all motivated at the weirdest hours possible (like, midnight) and I print out tabs for random songs and trudge downstairs to my dad's guitars... only to find that I suck at guitar forever and ever. I seriously pick up the guitar and sit it on my lap with all intentions to play it, and I look at the tabs.. sorta follow them for like 5 minutes, and then just start playing the 3 chords I know..... and then I raise my hands in surrender and shout "I'M DONE WITH THIS SHISSE." (that last part is not true, I don't even speak German), and walk back upstairs. It's horrible.
I've been painting my toenails a lot, lately. I wish there were more interesting things on tv - then again, maybe I shouldn't watch a lot of tv. I have felt very busy. I kinda miss having Miss. Pennock as a teacher.. everytime I left that class, I felt as though I was educated. You know what I mean? Man, I love OKGo. I think that I want to be a director when I grow up. I fed my dog asparagus today, just to see how she would react.. it was the funniest thing in my life. I loved my outfit on monday. I need to see Pulp Fiction. I miss softball.. but I love soccer too much to quit it in order to play it.
ELIZABETH DID THE FUNNIEST THING, PROBABLY EVER. At our game wednesday, it was fricken freezing.. So, Liz had like 43 sweatshirts on and had all the hoods over her small head. She then took her warm up, zipped it up, and pulled the hood over head, pulling the strings to make it scrunch up. Not only that, but she had, like, 9 pairs of pants on. So, we are doing this throw-in drill, getting warmed up.. (this consists of 2 lines, one person throws the ball to the other person, they pass it back and forth until they get to the goal, and blah blah blah, they score) and the other team is blasting songs. And, wouldn't you know it, The Backstreet Boys come on - "I Want it That Way" - so we are all singing along. ELIZABETH walks as slowly as possible and stands RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and I am just about to throw it to little Stuie ("YOU'RE AMAZING!!") and she stops.. looks at me.. faces me.. freezes.. and sings in the softest, most gentle voice ever to the song. I WAS DYING. I thought I would literally pee my pants - which would not have been a good idea because it was so cold. I apologize, that was gross. But seriously, it was the funniest thing that has happened in a while.
You can bet that Hollywood looks oh so good; much better than it ever has before.
I think that would be it, and I am so sorry that this is the longest entry in the world. But, hey, LIFE GOES ON, BIATCH. That was just for my own entertainment.
Adieu.
P.S. I enter too much.
P.S.S. That 2nd to last paragraph was the most random paragraph of my life.
P.S.S.S. This is, most definitely, the entry of commas. Checccck iit ouuuuuuut.
This is the summer that'll never come. It's like someone's holdin' on to the tail of the sun...