give me a break, people!
So I am so tired of people telling me I am not worth it, that I am not belonging where I should be, that I am lazy, that I am such a disapointment. What is God trying to tell me in all this? I mean I have my mother telling my aunt I am so horrible, and that it's her fault cause I was grounded and it never stuck. I heard my father tell my mother last night that he was sick of me being at home, and that I needed to leave ASAP. My mother said I need to go on medication...school shouldn't take this long, people at work have been telling me that I don't do my job right...usually I take things personally and I know that I overreact, but this time I am not, when it comes in waves like this, it isn't me. I give up. I really honestly give it a shot to make things better and to better my life and then something like this happens, and I can't even concentrate anymore. I don't want to be here at school right now cause I know I won't concentrate. I give up, it's just not cool....I need to move out, I need to leave. I need to go away...with no money that's kind of impossible....Lord, help me....