retcon
New year, so some changes are necessary i figure.
Well not necessary, but new years makes for a very good excuse to do them anyway
First off, honesty. Through last year I ended up in so many lil bitchy circles, and doing things that i had to keep secret from other people, this year it ain't happening. If you ask, I'll tell you. If you don't ask I won't, but that's not lying that's just respecting conversation.
Food should be one, as should alcohol. I can write on all I want about eating more healthily, drinking less and excersizing more but until i get OBESE (and yes I do mean clinical) i don't have masses and masses of motivation. I'm not gonna be having sex with anyone netime soon, so I don't need to be looking good naked, and while I'm clothed I can get away with being this fat. just.
I will tone it down a bit.
I will focus more on the here and now rather than the future. I have no way of knowing what tomorrow will bring, but I can do something about today. If I feel like doing something I'll do it, I could die tomorrow. This does not mean I will be sleeping around.
I will be more forward. Just because someone else doesn't say / think something doesn't mean I can't
I'll budget properly
I will not get so caught up on little things
I will not e-stalk. It doesn't do any good, and just pisses me off.
I will not do jealousy. Until I get the transexual starring role in Wicked I do not wish to be green.
I will be honest about my taste. If I like something I like it, why does it matter if you don't
I will talk to him about what's going on with this, sort it out by the end of the month.
night loves :)
xxx