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ok so lately ive been feeling like crap and ive been really tired and sore and out of it, i think i know why...first of all because ive been thinking way too much about alex and "what if's" about melanie and him which is really stupid because he told me he was over her! (not him) and secondly since ive been stressed about that ive been overworking myself skating because when i skate i forget about everything so its just me and the board (unless of course im skating with a friend) so i need to stop thinking so effing much about "what if's" and start concentrating on "what is" because i have a really awesomely nice boyfriend <3 and alex and mel are just friends :D so thats kewl and not everyone is out to get me.