SEX!

Nov 20, 2005 14:57

Haha got your attention didn't I? Actually this post will have nothing to do with sex, but thats ok because now you're reading it! I hate how people act different around certain people to make them happy. Like my friend for example. When his girlfriend is around he acts like a complete asshole and doesn't talk to anyone and doesn't even try to like acknowledge that anyone else is around. It's not even like its a new relationship they are trying to build cuz they have been together for ever. Like as soon as shes not around though he acts like he used to act and its really cool, but I try not to let it fool me. I never know which side of him is the act and which side is really him. Why can't people just be themselves and be loved for who they are and NOT who other people want them to be. I struggled with that for a long time, but now I just act like me. I'm sorry if people don't like that or if people have a problem with it, but it's just me and I refuse to change who I am just because someone wants me to.

Anyways! I'm really hyper right now and I don't even know why. I have a new crush, but I have no idea how it's going to work out. I just hope a certain someone who found about it on accident doesn't ruin it for me even though he swears he has never told anyone anything about me. I think I can trust him though. I'm going to church in a little while for the youth group Thanksgiving dinner thing so that should be fun. Maybe my crush will be there.

I hung out with Abby a lot today and I must say it was very interesting. How can someone be so bitchy and so much fun to hang out with at the same time? That amazes me about certain people. I think sometimes people think that about me. I don't try to come off as bitchy, but I'm not afraid to speak my mind and if I seem rude then I'm sorry but don't do stupid shit and I won't call you out on it :+) Love You All!
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