SLEEPS NOT COMING EASY FOR A WHILE.......
Pieces
by Sum 41
I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
.....regardless of the song...i'm not better off on my own. There are so many things running into me that when it hits it feels like a brick wall...ouch!...that hurts...i love him so much i do and i'm scared to lose him because i'm afraid of growing old and starting every old story with "i regret"...i wont do it...the decisions in my life that i make right now are crucial...to me at least...i'm getting jam packed with too many responsibilities that i feel suffocated...but in the end i think i'm better off on my own....he deserves better than someone who turns him against his family...his life...i dont understand!...what the fuck?! i dont want to lose him but i want to fix my life before i settle down with him...like me as a person...i dont look for anything else...he's my air...yet i need him like water in my lungs...there are things confusing me so bad that he doesnt deserve to be put through this again....thats why i wont leave him...when will i ever find a guy like him?...its hard and all the single girls know...what i mean...i tried to fix things and so far so good but there still is an obstacle i feel i need to go through...so as i need guidance!!!!!aaahhhh!!!!!P.S.-WILL HE CALL?-SELLY
by Sum 41
I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
.....regardless of the song...i'm not better off on my own. There are so many things running into me that when it hits it feels like a brick wall...ouch!...that hurts...i love him so much i do and i'm scared to lose him because i'm afraid of growing old and starting every old story with "i regret"...i wont do it...the decisions in my life that i make right now are crucial...to me at least...i'm getting jam packed with too many responsibilities that i feel suffocated...but in the end i think i'm better off on my own....he deserves better than someone who turns him against his family...his life...i dont understand!...what the fuck?! i dont want to lose him but i want to fix my life before i settle down with him...like me as a person...i dont look for anything else...he's my air...yet i need him like water in my lungs...there are things confusing me so bad that he doesnt deserve to be put through this again....thats why i wont leave him...when will i ever find a guy like him?...its hard and all the single girls know...what i mean...i tried to fix things and so far so good but there still is an obstacle i feel i need to go through...so as i need guidance!!!!!aaahhhh!!!!!P.S.-WILL HE CALL?-SELLY