rising from the dead takes a day or two

Feb 22, 2009 12:32

i slept most of yesterday away... dodging phone calls
(the annoying ringing of the phone and my inability to figure out how to shut the fuckin ringer OFF made it hard to sleep but i tried and i won)

i fell asleep listening to baroque classical music on pandora
and i dreamt of things from long ago, today and the future and all i remember about it was the cats.
there were tons of em.

today, the day after a horrible post-mojitos depression made worse by the coming of my aunt flo, i still sit upon the same bed, watching the same tv and attempting to read the same book.

however, i am over (for the most part) the upsetness that caused me to hide from the world yet again and as i watch the light snow fall gently down, i pray for endless nights and big bright moons.

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cyclothymia, drinking, baroque music, pmdd, sleep, depression, day after

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