Michael
So I met this great guy, right? But there's always a flaw... with Mike, its not him at all... its his damn car. I swear, the cocks always drive awesome cars, and the sweethearts always drive the pieces of shit. Dammit.
But aside from his car, hes the coolest person on the planet. I've never been so compelled to actually fall in love with someone I've only known for a little while, or even with someone I've known my entire life. I'm trying to be cautious about not creeping him out or doing anything too extreme, or saying anything that he could take the wrong way... just chillin out for a while, building a foundation I guess.
I havent seen him in about a week... its killing me. I really like this guy, which is something I havent said with a clear conscience in a long time. I told him that I didnt want to go anywhere unless it was with him, and I found myself meaning it from the bottom of my heart -- an organ that has not been used in a perverbial sense in a long long time. This is all really exciting, but I'm hoping to god that I dont fuck it up. I know its not likely that I will maintain this for very long, because I know myself, but you know, he's always telling me that what happens is what you think will happen. If you think you suck at something, you will. Thus, I'm going to consider myself the best drummer on the planet for a while, and then maybe, it will come true. Hm, who knows?
Anyway, Mike, if you ever see this... *plays the nosey game*...
To everyone else-- xoxo
But aside from his car, hes the coolest person on the planet. I've never been so compelled to actually fall in love with someone I've only known for a little while, or even with someone I've known my entire life. I'm trying to be cautious about not creeping him out or doing anything too extreme, or saying anything that he could take the wrong way... just chillin out for a while, building a foundation I guess.
I havent seen him in about a week... its killing me. I really like this guy, which is something I havent said with a clear conscience in a long time. I told him that I didnt want to go anywhere unless it was with him, and I found myself meaning it from the bottom of my heart -- an organ that has not been used in a perverbial sense in a long long time. This is all really exciting, but I'm hoping to god that I dont fuck it up. I know its not likely that I will maintain this for very long, because I know myself, but you know, he's always telling me that what happens is what you think will happen. If you think you suck at something, you will. Thus, I'm going to consider myself the best drummer on the planet for a while, and then maybe, it will come true. Hm, who knows?
Anyway, Mike, if you ever see this... *plays the nosey game*...
To everyone else-- xoxo